Untamable

Ep.20

I won't let myself let go of him, and thankfully no one is trying to make me.

He giggles and picks me up and carries me to the hospital bed and sits with me. His little giggles make my heart skip beats and I keep my face tucked in his neck and my legs wrapped around him.

I'm the definition of clingy at this point.

Joshua laughs and stands at the end of the bed, "Aren't you happy I waked you up?"

I only nod my head and the two men laugh.

"My baby missed me?" Seok holds me a bit tighter.

I smile and nod again.

"I missed you too." He buries his face my neck after kissing my cheek.

"Well you too are set to leave the hospital any time today," Joshua sighs, "Since you too are both healthy."

This time Seok nods.

"That means," Joshua sighs, "Me and Ma will take Eon and Cagh out to a movie and dinner. That way you two can be together?"

I look up at him and smiled, "Thank you."

He bows and leaves the hospital room.

Once again I lay my head on Seok's shoulder still not letting go of him.

"What was it like?" I asked, "Being asleep for so long? How did it feel waking up? Were you in shock that so much time had passed? When did you wake up?"

He smiles and laughs at me.

"I woke up about an hour or two ago. It really wasn't like sleeping, more like not being in control."

"What do you mean, oppa?"

"I was awake, but I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, but I could hear." He smiles at me.

Does that mean-

"I heard you, Nani," He laughs, "You always told me what was going on, and you held my hand, and kissed my forehead."

Tears gather in both of our eyes and he puts his hand on my face.

"You don't even understand how badly I wanted to hold you! And kiss you!"

We both cry and hold each-other closer that before.

My heart sings with joy and relief, but also embarrassment.

"You heard everything?" I laugh.

"Every word." he laughs as tears stream from both eyes.

I laugh and wipe his tears away.

I kiss him once again and sigh, "We need to get ready to go home."

"Yeah." He nods.

~

I sadly let go of him and get cleaning the room.

It takes us no more than five minutes to make the beds and pack our stuff.

I stay in the same clothes as before, Some tight black pants and a plain white shirt. We put the few small bags of stuff on the edge of my bed.

We sit back down next to each other and I sigh.

Seok smiles at looks at me.

I look at him and gasp.

I throw my hands up to his face and I move his head around, inspecting his face and neck.

I then grab his arms and inspect them too.

"What are you doing?" he laughs.

I stop and look at my arms.