Untamable

Ep.5

"Be careful." I tell Seok as he carries Eon into the house.

She fell asleep during the movie so we decided to head home for the night.

He carries her carefully to her room and sets her om her bed.

I set her shoes down as he covers her with a blanket.

Seeing how good he is with her makes my heart sing.

He'll be a great father.

He already is one.

I couldn't ask for anything better than this. Im still surprised at how easy it was for him to stand up as a father figure for her.

"We should get to bed," Seok says as we walk into the hall way, "We have to wake up early tomorrow."

We have court tomorrow and im not looking forward to it.

"I think I'll take a quick shower," i nod, "Then I'll go to sleep."

"Ok my love." He gives me a kiss and smiles at me.

I smile back.

My heart still skips a beat when i see his smile and hear his voice.

Almost as if im meeting him for the first time all over again, yet i know everything about him.

A slight blush rises to his cheeks and i can tell the feeling is mutual.
Though the hallway is dimly lit by the living room light, i can see very well.

"Ill probably still be awake when you get out."

"Wasn't it your idea to go to sleep?" I laugh.

"Yeah," he grins, "But sleep can wait a little longer."

My stomach jumps and i nod in agreement.

He turns towards Leo's old room, he is probably going to take a shower in their?

I want to tell him just to take a shower with me, but i can't get the words out, instead i find myself running in the restroom and locking myself inside.

Im acting like a school girl!

I mean i guess i am a school girl, but i don't want to act it.

I look in the mirror and realize that my breathing has sped up and my cheeks are brighter red then Seoks.

My shoulders fall, im already pregnant. Why do i still get so nervous?

Not fair.

I sigh and start the water.

~

When i get out i realize that i forgot to get my clothes.

How stupid could i be?

"Ugh!"

I wrap the towel around me and i slowly open the door. Eons door is still shut, she is still asleep.

Mine and Seoks door is open, but the light isn't on.

He might still be in the shower.

I swallow hard and i step into the hall way. Everytime i take a step it sounds like their is an earth quake.

Every floorboard creaks.

I just walk at normal pace to the room and i shut the door behind me. I turn on the light and i grab my robe.

I am quick to replace the towel with it. I turn to take the towel back to the restroom, but something catches my off guard.

I jump and place my hand over my heart. "Kim Seokyeon you scared me!" I laugh.

"Sorry, jagi." He grins still.

I am caught by surprise again when i realize he didn't grab clothes either.

Instead, he stands there, bottom half wrapped in a towel, top half exposed.

"What if Eon woke up?" I point at him, "And she saw you walking around like that?"

"Look who's talking." He laughs.

"How long were you standing there?" I squint.

"Not too long. I opened the door right after you closed it."

"And you didn't think to tell me you were there?" I cross my arms and rise an eyebrow trying not to blush.

"Oh hush," he laughs again,"You act like you're so innocent."

He walks to me and grabs my hands, "I love you, Nani."

This time i can not control the blood rushing to my cheeks, "I love you too i guess."

"You guess?" He rises his eyebrow and chuckles.

I nod stubbornly.

"Hard head." He says.

"Smart mouth." I smile and i kiss him.

~

"How could you?" He yells at me.

"What? What did i do?" I ask worried.

He stares at me as if i just broke all of his rules.

I sit on the couch in the living room, Leo standing in front of me. I want to move, to run, but i can't.

"You know what you did!" He screams at me.

"But I don't!" I cry.

He raises his hand to me and swings. I throw my arms up to protect myself.

I am surprised when i don't feel anything. I look up and i find myself in a bright white room, my hair done up nice in a beautiful style i can not explain, and i have two bands on my ring finger.

My eyes trace over my arms, making their way to my shoulders, down to the rest of my body that is covered in a beautiful white dress.

The dress is draped over my legs as i am sitting on the floor. The dress has no sleeves and has lace designs on the top part, the bottom part is a plain silky white.

It is beautiful, though something doesn't feel right.

There is a stinging pain in my stomach and i scream out in pain.I throw my arms over my stomach and my head falls backwards as i scream and cry.

I feel an odd sensation on my legs and i look down. My heart stops momentarily when i see my now blood stained dress.

Again i scream, this time in emotional pain, not physically.

I wake up screaming.

"What is it Nani?" Seok jumps up beside me.

I pull the covers off me to find that my clothes don't have any stains on them.

I sigh in relief, but i do not calm down. My heart is racing and so is my mind.

What kind of a nightmare was that?

I lost the baby?!

"What is it?" Seok says trying to follow my eyes that lead to nothing.

I start to cry hysterically and i lean on Seok. Though he is confused, he does not hesitate to hold me tight.

"Everything will be okay." He tells me with a shakey voice, though he still sounds confident.

I need to tell him.