Bed
Alex was laying down onto the bed and daydreamed the whole afternoon. About Alexa, his boyfriend and his upcoming birthday. He was mesmerized by Alexa. She was incredibly beautiful. Stunning. Outstanding. Everyone could tell that Alex was into her by the way he looked at her and agreed with every little thing she said.
He had a boyfriend and flirting with another girl is something you shouldn't do. Suddenly he felt guilty for seeing her this way and flirting that he send a message to his boyfriend.
Goodboy0601: Hello, how are you?
Alex never had to wait long for a respond. Almost immediately after he texted him something, he'll got a text back. That's one if the things Alex loved about his boyfriend.
Thebadthing: Hey baby, I'm fine what about you? You feeling good?
Goodboy0601: Glad you're ok. Yes and no..
Thebadthing: What's wrong? Did something happen?
Goodboy0601: A new girl came to me class today and we got along pretty well and I.. I don't know if it counts but I think I flirted with her. I mean.. she is so special and I just met her. I'm feeling really bad and I don't know what to tell you but don't get worried I'm yours and I always will be
Thebadthing: I don't know how to feel about this. Surely I'm not happy about you flirting with some other person that's not me and I will punish you for it. Just have to figure out how. But more important what exactly do you mean by flirting?
Goodboy0601: I don't know.. Just.. I listned to every word she said and I normally wouldn't do that cause people just always tell things I'm not interested in so my thoughts are somewhere else but when she opened her mouth I was all her's and I just couldn't stop staring at her because she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I'm being honest here and I know that, that doesn't put me in a good light.. I totally understand, if you are mad at me
Thebadthing: Yes I am mad
Goodboy0601: I'm sorry. I really am..
Alex waited for a respond.
Twenty minutes later, he still didn't get one.
Thirty minutes later, he was still ignored.
One hour later, Alex realised that his punishment was getting ignored by him.
Alex hated this punishment. He loved to chat with him and talk about everything and getting attention and being ignored by the person he cared so much about was the worst thing that he could do to Alex.
He pouted and put his phone aside. He was sad about it but what else could he do? If the man didn't want to speak to him then there was nothing Alex could do.
He thought about Alexa again. She really was stunning as hell and smart. He remembered that he should text her when he and Matt are going to pick her up.
He decided to call Matt first. He dilated his number and pressed the call button.
After a few buzzing tones later Matt picked up the call.
"Hey Mate what's up?" Matt asked.
"Hey I was just wondering of we could walk with Alexa to school tomorrow. She's new and she lives just a few streets away from me and yeah it would be really nice of us and I already told her we would pick her up. So she lives five minutes away from me house. When do we have to meet her?"
"Oh man just don't fall for this girl you already have a thing with someone going on. Don't ruin that Alex. And yes we can pick her up if you've already told her. I'm Going to get you at seven twenty. That'll give us enough time"
"Thank you Matt.. so.. how are you? I feel like I haven't spoken to you in years. How's it going with you and Breana?" Alex felt a little guilty for not talking to Matt about his life. He was always talking about his boyfriend and Alexa and everything else that was going on in his life.
"I'm fine Aly and it's great with Breana. I really do like her and I think this is getting somewhere. Not just that typical high school two year kinda thing. I actually think we could work things out after school and uni."
"Wow Matt I'm so happy for you! But stupid question.. she does feel the same way, doesn't she?"
"Yes silly she does. I'm so happy it's unbelievable. How's it going with you?"
"I told him about Alexa and yeah.. uh.. I was just honest with him that I like her a lot and I confessed him that I flirted with her and he was not happy about it and now he's mad at me and ignores me. I know I deserve this but you know me. I love getting attention from people I care about and it kills me that he punishes me in that way."
"Well, what you were doing was quite shitty. You're not supposed to have feelings for her?" It was more a question than an answer. "Alex.. do you have feelings for her?"
"No.. I.. no I don't. It's just.. I don't know what it is but she just captured me and I didn't know that a girl would be able to do that. I have to figure things out first. I know I don't want to be in a relationship with her. I know that. I'm sure about it. It was the first day anyway." Alex wasn't sure about his feelings. It's all mixed up in his head but he knows for a fact that hewould never break up with his boyfriend.
"Okay then. Just don't do stupid things and please get yourself together when you're around her. Just think about your loving boyfriend whose heart you just broke. Not completely but a tiny piece is fallen off. And you don't want to hurt him I know you. You care too much. Aly I have to go get some sleep now. Please try and do the same. Have a good night"
"Yes thank you Matt, good night to you too"
They hung up but Alex couldn't go to sleep now. He sat down at his desk and took some paper and a pen.
It was time for him to write.
Fiendish wonder in a carnival's wake
Dull caresses once again irritate
Tread softly, stranger
Move over toward the danger that you seek
You think excitement has receded then the mirror distracts
The logic of the trance quickly reaches and grasps
Handsome and faceless
And weightless, your imagination runs
Morning
No one has ever thought that Tuesday could be worse than a Monday morning. Alex woke up with a terrible headache. His stomach hurts as well and his eyes are itching for no reason.
He just wanted to stay in bed all day. Unfortunately he had to go to school.
He went for a quick shower. The hot steamy water was running through his whole body and he felt relaxing for those few minutes.
After that he dressed up and went downstairs to eat an apple. While eating he took his phone and texted a quick 'good morning♡' to his boyfriend.
The doorbell rang. It was the sign for Alex to go now to get Alexa.
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A little short I'm sorry for that
And also I'm apologizing for not updating in a long time
My Math exam was just the worst thing and I also wrote a German exam and I didn't have enough time for everything.
Anyways let me know what you think:)
