Wednesday night
His mother and him had a nice dinner yesterday. Alex surprised her and cooked something. Nothing special but still.
"Don't I have a lovely son?" His mother hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Why'd you do that? That wasn't necessary, sweety. I would've cooked something for us." She said.
"I know but.. you know.. I had some spare time and why waste it, if I can help you out and make dinner for us instead. I know you work so hard for us." Alex said. "I have some homework to do, so I'm going upstairs, is that alright?"
"Sure honey" his mother said.
Alex went upstairs and sat down at his desk. He started doing his homework but he got bored really fast and soon he stopped his math exercises and pulled his mobile out of his back pocket. Just to see, if his boyfriend eventually sent him a message. Indeed, he got a message from him. What a surprise, Alex didn't think he would get a message ever again. Well, not never. His Boyfriend couldn't just disappear into nothing, he would have had to give him an explanation.
Thebadthing: Hey, how are you doing?
Just a simple question. Is he worried about him or did he just feel bad, because he didn't give him any attention for days?
Alex couldn't just act normal. He couldn't just answer the question as if nothing was. He was sad and frustrated.
Ignoring his boyfriend wasn't an option either.
Goodboy0601: hello, I'm fine how about you?
That was a big fat lie and he knew it. And the worst thing is, that he knew, that his boyfriend knew it too.
He sat his phone aside and took out some blank papers and his pencils. He really wanted to draw a little bit to distract himself. But he didn't get the time to even pick up a pencil, because he got a text message.
Thebadthing: I'm fine too baby, what are you doing right now?
Alex looked at his phone and he could so easily cry in that moment. He wanted to talk about how he felt but he was afraid that his boyfriend would get mad again.
Goodboy0601: I was just about to draw something, but yeah.. I don't know.. I think I'll just go out and take a walk.. get some fresh air..
Thebadthing: Alone?
Goodboy0601: Yes, alone.
Thebadthing: Do you want me to join you?
Goodboy0601: I know that you're joking, so please leave me alone.
Thebadthing: Baby, what's wrong?
Goodboy0601: You know what's wrong. Just.. don't mess with me anymore.
Thebadthing: I am not messing with you, love. So please, would you tell me what's the problem here?
Goodboy0601: Okay, so if you really want to know it, I'm going to tell you. For these past couple of days I felt horrible. I was feeling left alone from the person, I like the most and this particular person didn't even bother to reply to my texts, so I could be assured this person was feeling alright. But I got nothing. That's why I'm upset. I know I did something wrong but ignoring me, so that I don't even know if this person is even alive is not fair to me. It's just not okay to mess with peoples feelings. That's the problem. I don't want to be just someone you can mess with. It's getting more sickening with every day.
Thebadthing: Baby, listen. I'm not messing with you. I truly am not. That was your punishment. It would be easier if you were allowed to see me but I don't want you to be scared or even worse you don't want to be with me anymore. I didn't mean to hurt you this much but you have to understand the rules. Or else it won't work out. And I want this to work out, love.
Goodboy0601: I won't ever be scared of you.
Thebadthing: You can't say that for sure. When you see who I am. I don't know how you will react.
Goodboy0601: could it be, that you are scared?
Thebadthing: Yes I am. I'm scared of losing you.
Goodboy0601: I promise I won't ever leave you.
Thebadthing: Good night, love. I have to go now.
Goodboy0601: Good night.
Alex was confused. Who was his boyfriend? Did he know him already?
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Hey guys
I'm so sorry for being gone for so long but I had so much to do with school and I was sick so many times.
Also sorry for this short chapter but I just don't have much time or ideas to write.
Let me know what you think, anyways:)
