Love On Fire (Fire Series #1)

Kabanata 39

"Okay ka lang?" I rolled my eyes at Hera.

"Mukha ba akong okay?" Iritado kong sabi. Halos yakapin ko na rin ang inidoro dahil sa pagsusuka ko. Naiiyak na rin ako sa ibang pakiramdam ko ngayon. I woke up earlier nauseuos and there's something budging in my throat. Hindi ko alam kung migraine ba to. O baka dahil sa pagod ko. Madali na kasi akong mapagod ngayon.

Lumapit naman si Yna at tinapik ang likod ko.

"Baka may nakain ka lang." aniya.

I felt something different on my tummy. Nanghihina na rin ako.

"Let's go to the hospital." Yna suggested.

"No, hindi naman siguro 'to malala." pagpupumilit ko. Maybe, I'm just tired. I heard them sighed.

I was supposed to help Yna today. Lalo na ngayon na buntis siya. Pero, parang hindi ko na rin kaya.

"Hindi kaya-" I looked at Hera with confusion.

"Buntis ka?" Sabay nilang tanong. Nanlaki ang mata ko sa gulat.

"What the fuck?!" I heard Hera exclaimed.

"Tangina bruha, may nangyari na sa inyo ni Gray?" her question knocked out in me.

My breathing became heavy. Tons of emotions were encircling inside of me.

I washed my face and framed it with both of my hands.

Lumabas naman ako ng banyo nila Yna. Naramdaman ko pa rin ang pagsunod ng dalawa.

"Tell me Rashiel, ano buntis ka?" I can't manage to look at their eyes. Hindi pa rin ako dinadatnan ngayon. Minsan lang ako madelay. Kaya baka nga talagang buntis ako. I am absolutely the happiest woman alive if I am.

What if nagdadalatang tao talaga ako? Would I become a great mother?

Tears were running out from my face. Definitely, because I'm happy.

Bumalik si Hera na may dalang pregnancy kit.

"Let's be sure,"

"Natatakot ako.." sabi ko.

"Sige na, go ano ka ba," sabi ni Yna. Dumiretso ako sa banyo. Kabado akong hawak 'yung kit.

Dalawang linya.

I've wanted this! I held my tummy. I can't refrain myself from smiling. Para na akong baliw. Umiiyak ngayon tatawa. Pareho naman nila akong niyakap.

"Congrats Nanay ka na."

The thought of being a mom scared me out. I don't know if I would do good in parenting a child. But I promise I'll be the best in nurturing our child. Our child. That thought made my heart jump in glee.

"I love you nak." I whispered.

We went to Yna's OB-Gyne right after. Hindi mapaglayan ang ngiti ko nang malaman kong totoo nga at buntis ako. The OB run some tests and reminded me of the things I should do now that I'm pregnant.

"Tatawagan na ba namin si Gray?" Napatingin naman ako kay Hera. Padua has been busy with a lot of things which I don't even know. He doesn't want to involve me with his affairs. Hindi na nga kami magkatabing matulog. Lagi siyang nasa office niya at halos di na nga kumakain. Kung hindi nasa office aalis naman agad sa kung saan. I'm starting to get worried but he always tell me he's fine which I know he isn't.

I sighed.

"No, hindi na. Isu-surpise ko na lang siya."

"Fine, basta if you need help we'll always give you a hand." I smiled at Yna.