twelve - i think im in love

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dear trixie...
so hi. i know it's been a few weeks since we last saw each other in person, but i just wanted to tell you something. now, before you read this i want to put out a disclaimer: i am incredibly in my feelings right now and it's very late at night. i'll also probably unsend this before you see it, but anyway here we go.

i can't hide how i feel for you anymore, trix. it scares me. the day i met you, i went home smiling like an idiot. and i smiled for a while. every single i read a romance story or hear a love song, i imagine you. sometimes, if i can't sleep, i imagine you being snuggled up beside me. i know it's stupid and probably embarrassing. my bad.

you're just adorable though. seriously. your smile, your laugh. all of it. it's perfect.

and im not going to pretend that im totally okay with what im feeling, because im not. it worries me. ive always been more of a reserved girl- a lone wolf. i do everything on my own and always have. so i guess this vulnerability just kinda scares me a little, but that's okay. i know i can overcome it.

i know you probably have a million other girls lining up for you, and i am more than likely the least gorgeous of them all. but something about us feels right. and i don't know what to do with that. but i do know what i feel... trixie mattel- i think im in love with you.

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