Seths pov.
I open the door to find Brie who was still in her workout clothes holding a plastic bag in one hand. She notices my tear stained cheeks and pouts before bringing me into a hug.
"Oh honey..." she hushes. I bawl in her arms as she comes in and closes the door, walking us over to the couch where she continued to rub my back soothingly. "Shh, everything's going to be okay Seth."
After ten minutes of crying she had convinced me to pull it together and we sat in silence.
"It could be just..a bug that's going around Seth."
"I've never been sick before and I'm up to date with all my shots. There's only one thing that could be possible." She sighs. "Well..what's wrong with having a baby?. Trust me parenthood isn't that hard at all."
"Nothing's wrong with having a baby, Brie. I'll give it all my love. What and who I'm worried about is Dean. What if he leaves me? We've never talked about having a baby - fuck I don't even know if men can have babies." She raises her brows at me in disbelief. "Dean will never leave you Seth. I mean have you seen the way he looks at you! He takes every chance he can get to admire you! You're kinda crazy for thinking he'll leave you because of this." She sasses, nudging me in the shoulder which causes a small blush to creep onto my cheeks.
She grabs the bag and places it onto her lap, pulling out two boxes of different branded pregnancy tests holding it up in front of my face. "Just pee on this end of the stick and put the cap back on, alright?. Call me when you're done." She says as she passes them over to me.
She gives me a reassuring nod before I stand up and walk upstairs, leaving her in the living room. I walk into the bathroom and do as she directed, putting the cap on the both of them and placing it onto the sink.
"Brie?! I'm done."
I yell, hearing her footsteps follow along the echo of my voice. I stare at the tests in front of me and I suddenly feel light headed, quickly gripping onto the sides of the sink.
"Hey hey hey come sit down." She rushes to my side and helps me sit along the bathtub which was something I hadn't done before and it was surprisingly comfortable. Unless it was just my horomones..nah that's probably not how it works.
Sweat starts to drip down the side of my face, my breathing now unstable.
"Seth calm down everything is going to be okay, I swear." She wipes my face with her hands, tilting my head up to meet her gaze. "Take a deep breath in and out with me..." she says in a hushed voice, she grabs my hand and squeezes it softly as I concentrate on her breathing until I had calm down and I was no longer sweating my ass off.
"See there you go Sethie..don't freak out okay. Think about what makes you happy-." "Dean makes me the happiest I can ever be, but he's going to leave-." She covers my mouth as I stop.
"No he's not. He's going to be so happy when he finds out! There is no other emotion to feel other than happiness when you find out you have a mini you with the same blood so get those negative thoughts out of your mind and focus on how happy you and Dean are going to be once you start a family." I pull away and sniffle a bit, wiping my nose. "That's if..it's positive." I whisper nasally.
I stand up and walk over to the sink, blankly staring at myself in the mirror in front of me, hesitating to look down.
Everything's going to be fine. Just fine. Don't freak out.
I used so much 'mental power' just to look down but I just couldn't. It was like there was an invisible barrier stopping me from doing so...or that might've been my doubts. I don't know.
