chapter 1

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"Ashley get up!!!" my best friend yells as she tries and pulls me out of bed. It's 10 pm, but I've been here all day,

"Sasha I don't wanna go to some party with a bunch of pussies who will just sit around and talk!" I yell, I love parties just not the type where you just sit and talk and play pictionary. I dropped out of NYU awhile ago because I met some people and we started a band, sounds stupid I know but school was just never really my thing.

"Ashley you do know there's gonna be alcohol and drugs there, so you can get completely shit faced if you're feeling it."

"Well why didn't you fucking mention that? I'll put on some clothes asap." I had really bad depression and anxiety so anytime there was an opportunity to stop feeling I took it.

"Just please try not to throw up? I don't wanna spend another night cleaning up your vomit and tucking you in.

Sasha was a really good friend. Probably the best I had. She took care of me better than my own mother ever did and she cared for me a lot, which is why I don't exactly tell her everything.

"I'll try but no promises." I declare as I put on my leather jacket and combat boots. I've always dressed very dark, even when I was in high school. Hey I'm 21 I like to have fun and I'm the lead singer in my band, what do you expect?

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