zach

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***ZACHS POV***

I got a call late on Saturday night from Sasha.

"Zach come to the hospital please." she pleaded.

"Sasha what the fuck is wrong?" I asked

"It's Ashley, she overdosed but this time it was a suicide attempt." she cried.

"Holy shit ok I'm coming." I exclaimed.

What the fuck was wrong with Ashley? How could she try to kill herself. I fucking love her but man can she be selfish sometimes. Honestly the reason why I wasn't talking to her was because I felt like I was the root of her problems, she had enough issues of her own I didn't want to bring mine into them. But I realized that plan sucked and I was basically the reason why she tried to commit.

"Hey." I said as Ashley's big brown eyes fluttered open.

"Hi." she said looking rather annoyed than happy.

"I brought these for you." I pulled out her favorite candy, sour patch, and handed them to her.

"Thanks." is all she muttered back.

"Ashley what the fuck is wrong with you." I said softly, I seriously didn't know why she was so messed up.

I could see she could upset after I said that. Her eyes always glazed over when she was pissed off.

"You know what's fucking wrong with me? You wouldn't talk to me for two fucking weeks and barely anybody else would either. You also ignored me knowing how bad my depression and anxiety was so you know what Zach? Fuck you."

I felt so bad. Why was I so stupid to literally leave her to sadness? Why would I ask her what's wrong with her when there's obviously something very wrong with me?

"Listen Ash, I'm really sorry I thought I was the root of your problems and wanted to leave you alone for awhile." I was praying to god that she would believe and forgive me. Shit I didn't realize I needed her so much until now.

"Well that's fucking bullshit Zach." is all she said, with pain still lingering in her eyes.

"It's fucking true ask Mikey for fuck sake." I was getting really frustrated.

"Ok well we'll talk about it later." She said pointing to the door.