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17//Lux POV

***LUX POV***

"WHAT THE FUCK MATTY!" I screamed in terror as I walked into his apartment. He was lying on the floor with who knows what up his arm overdosed on the floor.

"GOD DAMN IT MATTY FUCK YOU!" I was freaking out. My boyfriend was past out on the fucking ground, he wasn't okay and I sure as hell wasn't near fine.

I crouched near him and slapped him on the head pleading for him to wake up. I called 911 and I sat in the ambulance with him sobbing my eyes out. How could he be so selfish? How could he do this to me? This was so unfair of him, I was so sad and pissed off.

The doctors said he overdosed on a mixture of heroin and meth, when they told me that I lost it. He PROMISED he would never do meth. That fucking liar. I asked them if he was going to be okay and they said they weren't sure but they would definitely have to check him into rehab.

"Good." I said, I needed him to get his shit together, because if he couldn't then I wouldn't.

I stayed in the hospital that whole night and finally decided to call Ashley, she was the most self destructive person I knew and I figured she could tell me why he would do this.

"Ashley?" I said my voice quivering.

"Yeah?" she asked, she was definitely high probably on coke or something.

"Matty overdosed on heroin and meth." I said barely able to keep my voice from shaking.

"Holy shit Lux are you fucking with me? Ok where are you I'll be there right away.

"Newbury hospital."

"Okay I'm on my way Lux, don't do anything stupid."