zach

27

I've come to the conclusion that if I dropped dead, nobody would notice and nobody would care. Too bad I suck at attempting suicide. I think this time I'm just gonna go straight to the point, I think I'll shoot myself or slit my throat or something, none of that pussy pills shit. I'm currently living in a fucking crack house, I got so sick of my apartment, I hated the fact that everyone knew where I was all the time, so I just... disappeared. I've lost 20 pounds in the last month and my body is lined up with bruises, so I basically look like an asylum patient. I'm not even trying to be mean to the people around me, I've just decided that I suck and they could do better. Surprisingly I'm still in the band, pretty sure Lux doesn't have the heart to kick me out, which is cool because I need to make money somehow. I wonder how Zach is doing, I do give that boy credit, I have no idea how he was able to handle me.