zach

chapter 7

After Zach left that day I was feeling pretty depressed. I don't know why, it was just weird having a boy actually care about you like that. I took a ton of sleeping pills that night, one too many actually. I ended up past out on my bathroom floor I wasn't even able to reach my bed.

I heard a knock on the door but I couldn't get up, it was noon and I was still asleep on my bathroom floor, god how pathetic am I? I thought it would just be Sasha or Lux but in came Zach.

Zach freaked out when he saw me on the floor with a bottle of pills next to me, he actually started crying. I got up and told him it was okay and that I was only trying to go to sleep.

He said, "ASHLEY WHAT THE FUCK?"

I asked him, "What???" but he kept yelling at me and it made me cry, I usually never cry in front of people I'm pretty strong like that, but there was something about Zach that made me weak to the knees. He told me to stop crying and tucked me into bed with him in it. He held my hand and kept whispering, "Shhh..." in such a calming voice it made my heart pounce. He whispered something in my ear that made me cry even harder, "Why do you do this to yourself Ashley?" I cried myself to sleep in his arms but when I woke up he was gone.

I started sobbing because I hated being alone. I shot up some heroine and Lux found me on my bed and tried to get me out of it. I couldn't, there was no way, I felt like I was floating. I heard her call Zach to come over and if I could've talked I would've taken the phone from her and yelled at her, but since I couldn't, all I did was lay there.

When Zach came in he freaked out again and him and Lux started yelling, I'm not really sure what it was about, all I heard was Lux saying,

"You don't understand Zach she has serious issues?"

"What the fuck do you mean serious issues?"

"Get her to tell you because I can't say, but she really needs you, I don't know why especially since Lux never falls in love, but she's defenitely into you, more than anyone I've ever seen."