Va- I Still Love You ((Book One))- COMPLETED

Vampire Academy- After The Lust Spell

I awoke in my dorm at St. Vladimirs Academy. Everything that had happened came back to me all at once, making me feel suffocated. I flipped the covers off of my body and jumped out of bed, going to the shower to make myself not think about what had occurred last night.

 

Once I was done I got dressed in a black tight long sleeve shirt and black pants with black boots and a purple jacket to go over it. I blow dried my hair and left to go find Lissa, who is my best friend. I also have to protect her at all costs. From the Strigoi and Moroi all at the same time. Which if you ask me, really kicks ass. I turn around and find a note under the crack of my dorm room door. Strange is the first thing that comes to mind.  And my alertness kicks on as I open it up and start to read:

Dear Rose,

I hate to say this... But I have no choice in the matter. Since last night occured, I haven't been the same. I'm sure you can  guess why though...  I have tried to forget about what happened.. But I just can't. So I must go. Believe me when I say this, I really don't want to but I'm out of options.

Much love, D.

 

After I get done reading it I literally drop the envelope. No, this can't be happening... Dimitri can't be  leaving... He's suppose to be Lissa's guardian. He can't just reassign can he? Suddenly I rush out of the room and out into the hallway, where there is plenty of Dhampirs here. I push my way through them as if I might not see Dimitri again. And really, that's what's probably going to happen. But it just can't!  He can't just go!

 

I rush to the front desk, breathless when I finally arrived. The lady looks at me like I'm crazy but says, "Rose, can I help you?"

 

I nod and say, "Dimitri.. I need to see him. Call up to his room. Tell him I need to talk to him, right away."

 

She makes a phone call- and I pray that's it's Dimitri she is calling and not Mrs. Kirova.  Three minutes later Dimitri comes down the hallway in his usual attire: His brown leather duster and a black shirt with black pants. His brown hair that sometimes looks black at times is down, hanging around his shoulder and framing his face.

 

"Rose..." He says wearily. "Everything  alright?"

 

I pull him to the outside of the main building and give him a long look before I began my "Rant". "Why in the hell would you leave?" I meant to yell it but it didn't come out quite that way... It came out more as a whisper than a yell.

 

He looks down at this and cleared his throat, making eye contact with me. " It's not wise for me to do what I did. You, of all people should know what I'm talking about." I actually did know what he was referring to, but I just didn't care. I cared about him so much that it hurt me at sometimes.

"Wise!?" I shot back. "You couldn't help what happened. It was the spell making you do what you did! You don't have anything to be ashamed of, Dimitri."

"Yes, I do." He says calmly.

A hundred different things went through my mind. What could he possibly be ashamed of? Me? Or that we almost had sex?

I shake my head and say," Fine. Leave if you must. But... But if you ever think that we are going to get together your wrong all the way, comrade!" I turned around and ran from before he could see the tears swelling up in my eyes.

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