It's Destiny

Chapter 8: Suki = Love

Natsuki's POV:

Ugh why had I agreed to this trip? My emotions were all out of whack and in case anyone forgot, I don't do emotions! I just don't. Emotions lead to hurt. They always lead to hurt. I cared about my mom, she died. I cared about my dad, he abused me. I cared about Yuri, she tore my heart out. Emotions and me don't mix.

Now here was Sayori and Monika and all their problems. What was I doing playing counselor? That's Sayori's job. However I let my emotions overflow my brain and overall rational thought. I remember Naomi's third birthday, that little bubbly blonde baby had looked at me with all the love in the world. Her eyes sparkled with hopes and dreams and happiness.

Now those sparkling green eyes were guarded and haunted somehow. I hated to see her in pain, she reminded me so much of Sayori and Monika... But the sad lonely parts were more dominate right now. She was going through more than she cared to say.

Benny and Denny, ridiculous names I know, they were adorable and still so young and hopeful, plus they had Sayori's eyes. Those kids could kill me with those eyes.

Rosie seemed alright but...idk I didn't really know her... she's outspoken and kind of a brat but I mean to each one's own.

Yuri, oh God just seeing her brought back all the pain and regrets from my past. The fact that she was mad with me was rich. Considering all she had done... All she had broken within me, as if I wasn't broken enough. I mean I am damaged goods and it was as if Yuri kicked me while I was already on the floor bleeding out through all my cracks.

"Why do you do this to yourself Yuri?" I whispered wrapping her arm gently and she looked down, her beautiful face hidden within her long purple locks.
"I'm sorry for burdening you with my problems." She sniffed softly and instantly I cupped her face with my hands.
"Hey beautiful, your problems are my problems..." I reason, letting my walls crumble...only for her. She smiles a watery grin as she captured my lips in a deep loving kiss.
"I love you so much Suki." She cooed looking down at me as I rested my head against her chest.

"Natsuki! Natsuki! Natsuki! Natsuki! Natsuki! " I was being shaken, shaken right out of the past and into the painful present. The reality being Yuri hadn't been mine in a long time; I'd never be her Suki again. I groaned blinking my eyes open, when had I fallen asleep?
"Aunt Natsuki! Aunt Natsuki!" The voices were blending together and I was having trouble wrapping my head around being awake and alert.

"Aunt Yuri I think she died!" Benny, Lenny or Denny, whatever the heck their names are, screamed frantically. Ugh typical kids. Then a soft hand brushes against my cheek.
"Natsuki " her voice is firm and the fog clears and I see her piercing purple eyes intently studying me. I break from her touch and scramble over the chair and opened the door. I can't feel for Yuri, not again. I refuse to put myself out there again only to have her stomp on my heart. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.

Monika's cabin looked like one of those little shacks that are made from logs that the prairie people built like those tiny ones with two little windows and a humble door.

"This is not a cabin this is a freaking shack!" I complained and Monika shuffled past me, lumbering suitcases after herself. She smirked at me in amusement.
"It's a three bedroom and two bathrooms." She shrugged and I frowned.

"Oh no Monika, I know your family is richer than this hellhole, also I refuse to bunk with your Rugrats!" I snap, but in reality I didn't want to bunk with Yuri. I took one of the suitcases to relieve my friend as I followed her inside.
"Well my parents aren't very fond of me, as you very well know, and don't get your panties in a bunch; there's a pull out couch and an attic with a old bed. " She smirked wryly at me and I huffed, fucking Monika.