JK - The guy next door (chapters under editing, will appear soon!!)

Chapter 15

The touch

What do you mean by ''come to my apartment''? Does he think I'm stupid or something? Why does he want to meet at his apartment? I smell something fishy here. Or is it just genuinely thought? Does he want to talk about it in private and in a serious matter?

I decided not to answer him. I need to visit him, I guess. Or ask what does he want. I can't lose anything because we live next to each other. I don't need to walk miles only to hear something idiomatic from him and walk back. But I need food first.

I arrived at the store and took everything I needed. Which was barely anything because I needed to save money in general. While I was paying, I kept thinking about that text. I was honestly a little afraid of what he was going to say. Is he going to say something hurtful to me or apologize? Anything is possible for Jeon Jungkook.

I soon found myself standing in front of his door. I went to put the food into the fridge and came here. The light was on in his apartment, so he was probably waiting for me already. Or he wasn't. Because I never replied if I agreed or not.

I knocked, and my heart started beating rapidly. Why am I this nervous? It's not like I haven't spoken to him ever. We do a project together and sit next to each other in class. Get over it, Y/n, and hear what he has to say.

The door opened and revealed him. He wore a white T-shirt that went perfectly with his built body. But it was still oversized, so it wasn't tight. He had grey sweatpants that were almost hanging on his legs. They seemed so comfy, and I just wanted to slip into his clothes and snuggle under the blanket in my bed.

His hazel brown eyes were shining in the light from the sun outside. His hair was messy, as he'd have slept just now.

I stared at him for a long time before he cleared his throat and released me from the trans I was having. ''I thought you didn't want to come because you didn't answer me,'' He opened his mouth. Was he waiting for my response?

''I was in a store and didn't think you'd care. Now I'm here, speak,'' I crossed my arms and waited for the explanation. But it never came. Instead, Jungkook looked around and pulled me by my arm to his apartment before closing the door. I was amazed by the sudden action.

''Jungkook, what the-'' he hushed me before I could even protest the slight touch he made.

''You wanted me to apologize. So shut up and listen to me,'' Jungkook bolded. I stood straight and waited. I want to see where this is going.

But nothing ever came. Jungkook was standing, looking at me straight into my eyes and more. He was piercing through my eyes and body. If a gaze could kill, he would have done it already. Why was he so quiet? Did he invite me here to do this? To stare at me?

''I see your stupid ego won't let your hold away,'' I said before walking past him to open the door. But before I could do so, a firm grip on my wrist made me turn around and face him again.

But it wasn't only my face that came in front of him. His lips touched mine, he pulled me into a kiss. A rough one but at the same time so gentle.

The firm grip was now on my waist. Jungkook pressed his long fingers against my flesh, bringing me closer to his body. And the body heat he had was now transferring into my own. I could feel him digging his nails into my skin to the point it hurt.

But none of that mattered. His lips were glued to mine and they were doing their job. He wasn't forcing it. He wasn't forcing me.

Because as to my surprise, I kissed him back. I allowed him to kiss me. No matter how confused I was and shocked about the sudden, unexpected touch.

He wasn't planning on stopping. More likely, his hands went more down than my waist. And that was the cue for me.

I pushed him slightly away from me, separating our lips. ''What are you doing?'' I whispered gently. The kiss wasn't just some peck. It was real, and it made us both catch our breath.

He didn't answer. He was looking down, avoiding my gaze that he was so enchanted by a few minutes ago. I wasn't mad at him. I was more confused than angry. After he hates me, he wants to play with my feelings and ignores me.

What does this all mean? Does he have feelings for me, or is this one of his games to make me forgive him by just doing it with him once so he can make me hate him more and forget about him? Is this what he wants?

I don't hate him. Well, I do, but my anger vanished towards him a long time ago. I have no reason to be immature in this ''friendship''. He is single, and so am I, so why must I act like a jealous girlfriend when I have no reason to do so?

''I'm sorry,'' He said before walking past me and outside the apartment. I couldn't say anything until he was far away from the dorms.

Jungkook, what is in your head, and what are you doing with my heart?

I woke up a bit late. Soon I'd be late for my class. I had biology. It was my last chance to perfect the project before tomorrow's presentation. I hope Jungkook will show up to the class. He might not after what happened last night.

The kiss lingered on my mind all night. I couldn't stop thinking about it. Everything related to it. The feeling of his lips was so soft. I didn't even realize I was lured by them. But it's more than that. The way he just did it was one thing.

Was that his apology? Is he interested in me? Or I thought last night that he was testing me, and soon he'd throw me away like those other girls. But the way he felt embarrassed by his actions so suddenly. He even said sorry. Which I have never heard from his mouth.

Or was he embarrassed about kissing me? Me, who isn't as close popular at our school? Wasn't I good enough for him, and that's why he freaked out? Where did he even go?

All this made me sleepless. I felt extra tired and couldn't care less about being in this class. Besides, it hadn't started, and I could already tell Jungkook wouldn't come. Why would he? It'd be awkward for both of us. Even though I want to settle this down, I want answers.

Minutes passed, and the lesson was soon starting. I have been resting my head on the table for a while. Then I hear someone coming to the classroom and sitting next to me. I slowly lifted my head and saw Jungkook sitting casually next to me. So he came after all?

The teacher, on the other hand, was late.

''Do you want to skip with me?'' Jungkook suddenly bolted to my ear. My eyes widened, and I turned to look at him. Skip the class? With me? With Jungkook? Go against the rules?

I didn't even have time to list all the trouble we would get on our backs if we did that when Jungkook took my hand, and we ran out of class before the teacher could come.

My mind was screaming to let go of his hand and go to the classroom. I have always been a good girl in school, and I have never skipped a class in my entire life. My mind was yelling to go back.

Jungkook held my hand when he dragged us to the school's roof. He let go of my hand. He didn't say anything.

Honestly, I was a little scared he would suddenly stop. That quiet he was. ''Jungkook, we need to get back to the class. We need to finish the project,'' I tried to say, but nothing.

''Screw the project now,'' He bolted.

I was standing in one place when he turned back to me. He looked at me before walking straight towards me. I took a few steps back but couldn't go anywhere. I didn't want to leave him. There was something on his mind. Something was bothering him.

When he reached me, he just looked at me, stared at me. At some point, I thought he could dig into my soul and take everything he needed.

''God I want to kiss you so bad now''

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