JK - The guy next door (chapters under editing, will appear soon!!)

Chapter 18

미안해

Jungkook:

I'm sorry I can't do this...

What do you mean you can't do this? Go on a date with me or be with me? Even though we didn't even mention a relationship. What else he could be afraid of? And yes, he didn't say he is scared, but something makes me think he is.

Considering this boy hasn't been in a good relationship, maybe it's new for him, strange, or even scary? But he is also confident, strong, and not shy, so I don't get it. Why cancel our things almost at the last minute?

Does he regret what we did? Is that it?

You:
What?
What do you mean?
Read✔️

But there was no reply to that. Jungkook only read it. If I said I wasn't hurt, I'd be lying. Did I make the most horrible choice of my life? Sleeping with him? Like every other girl. I should have known this. Why I was so stupid? Why did he blind me when I forgot why I hated him in the first place?

But his words about me being different than the other girls, the genuine feeling and thought of getting to know me, didn't seem to show regret.

I waited for the other hour, but there was still no response. Maybe we aren't going to eat brunch. I was waiting for it.

Why I'm so calm about this? Why I'm not going to his apartment, banging the door until it breaks, and asking him face-to-face what's wrong? Or give him a lesson for hurting my heart like this.

Now, it was time to leave class. And we had that presentation now. I swear to God if he doesn't show up for this. We can say goodbye to our grade if I'm only there and he leaves me alone. School is a separate thing from a relationship. He can't do this to me despite what happened.

I was starting to think I was one of his fuck buddies or one of his flings, and now I'm thrown into the trash like used cloth. That's how I feel. Now I know the exact feeling of those girls he made cry in front of everyone after letting them taste his cock.

I angrily take my stuff and head out, not even glancing at his apartment. I didn't want to run into him. Two hours ago, I wanted before I realized he was himself. Nothing had changed.

I entered the classroom, only to find him sitting on his seat already. I cursed mentally and walked my way to my place. Either way, it'd be awkward. If I sit here first and he comes or like this. It doesn't change the feeling.

I sat down, and he said hi, but I ignored him. I took my stuff on my table and took out my phone. Just like he always did to me in these classes. But I could feel him staring at me like he wanted me to look at him so he could explain.

Oh yes, he will explain it to me for sure. I'm just mad now, and I'm not responsive to apologies.

''Y/n can we-'' Jungkook started, but the teacher came into the classroom already.

''Okay, class, today is the day you have been waiting for and worked hard for two weeks. We will start right up so we can go through every presentation. Remember, try to explain it in your own words. It gives you more points,'' The teacher announced. ''And the first pair will be Jungkook and Y/n. You can come to the front,'' he continued.