Decline
You:
Jungkook I'm sorry
I had to go
I hope you're not mad at me
I'll be back
I'll call you every day
✔️✔️
I couldn't stop thinking about his face when I left. He looked so sad and disappointed.
And I couldn't understand why.
He was completely fine the other night when we talked about this. He had no intention to be mad about it, and he seemed pretty understanding.
Now, this morning everything was different. At the same time, I wanted to miss the bus and run back to him, but that would also mean he won.
By winning I mean that he'd think he can boss me around as he wants and that he owns me. I have to have my own life despite having a boyfriend.
And I thought Jungkook understood that.
If I had stayed with him for this holiday, the next time I could see my family was too far away. Six months to be exact.
I hope he understands how childish he is acting and will come to his senses later. I won't give up on reaching out to him, I'm not that sensitive and stupid to start arguing about this.
I leaned onto the bus seat and looked at the landscape before me. The sun was rising, it was still early, and I had a long trip home.
I decided to rest my eyes.
Jungkook looked at his stuff when leaving your apartment. He had everything he needed, but also he didn't mind if something was going to be locked up in your apartment.
He closed the door and sighed. He did feel bad about how he treated you. He didn't mean to, but somehow the bad side got the best of him. He didn't understand himself either. He was still so new to this stuff, being in a relationship where the other half actually cares about you.
And vice versa.
He knew you hadn't seen your folks in a really long time, and he did want you to see them. But then he also wanted you to stay with him.
He didn't know what to think, so he threw his stuff in his apartment and pulled out his phone to see your messages. He wasn't in the mood to reply, so he just checked them and looked for Jimin's number.
''Hello?''
''Jimin, meet me at the park.''
He then hung up and started walking towards the park near their school.
After sitting with Jimin and telling him about the argument this morning, he heard his best friend sigh. But it wasn't a disappointed sigh towards him but more as he knew.
''You did the right thing by getting upset.'' Jimin tapped his back.
Jungkook lifted his head up to look at his best friend. ''What?''
Jungkook couldn't believe hearing something like that from Jimin's mouth. He does know how he can be, but he also knows how close he has been with you lately ever since you started hanging out with them.
He thought he would be more like ''She is right, you did act stupid'' etc.
''I mean that she should have listened to your feelings, too. It's selfish for her to leave you like that after everything that has happened,'' Jimin continued.
''What are you trying to say?''
Jimin now sighed with frustration. ''I'm saying that now that she is gone for the whole week, we need something fun! She is not here to boss you around and stop you from having fun!''
Jungkook shook his head a little bit. ''Sure, we can have fun.''
''Great! How about we meet today at our favorite bar? And who cares if we go out every day?''
''I'm sorry Jimin,'' Jungkook stood up and apologized. ''But I promised my grandmother I would be helping her at the cafe a little while I'm trying to catch up with some studies.''
Jimin leaned onto the bench. ''You're no fun. Where did that Jungkook who would always say yes to partying and drinking go? This is the first time I hear you denying an offer.''
''I'm not denying. I just said that we can have fun. But I won't do that every day. I need to, and I want to help my grandma. You know that.'' Jungkook said, rubbing his head.
''I know. Well, when can you come? We can ask other guys with us too!'' Jimin asked.
Jungkook got his phone out of his pocket and started looking at the text message his grandma sent him a few days ago. ''I promised to help her until Friday.''
''Friday!'' Jimin whined. ''That's literally at the end of the week. The vacation will be over by then! I thought you'd have at least more fun.''
''Don't worry. Y/n said she would be back until very late Sunday. She wanted to be with her family as much as she could. So I have time to go to a club with you guys on Saturday,'' Jungkook said, smiling.
Jimin had no other choice but to agree with his friend. They kept talking about random things afterward, and Jungkook did feel a little better.
If he couldn't count how many times he felt his phone vibrating in his pocket and seeing you be the one calling.
He declined every time.
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a short one I know, you probs waited a bit longer. This is just a filler for what's about to come.
If you're confused about Jimin's behavior, remember the chapter where Jungkook said Jimin never has good intentions :) just something to think about and make theories until the next chapter
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