A surprise from the past
Jungkook's POV
I was watching her sleeping peacefully in my arms. The feeling was different from the last time. She promised to stay with me until I fell asleep again. But I never fell asleep. I was so amazed at how she still sticks next to me like a clue, regardless of what I have done to her.
I have been mean to her since we started studying at this school. I pushed her away because I didn't think she dared to be against me. No one ever does. They just ran away after I said it was done. No one has ever said no to me.
Until she came into the picture. First, I thought she was like every other girl because she acted like one. But when she started being interested in my feelings, it got deeper. But I didn't let her in just yet. I had to test how she reacted.
After the stunt I pulled at the camp with that girl, I noticed the disappointment in her eyes. I hated myself afterward. I got her sick and drove to the hospital. I'm still beating myself for it. I should have never left her there alone.
But that's who I am. I push people away and hurt them.
So why is she still here? Why she hasn't run away for good? She always comes back despite what she said to me. Am I that special? I don't feel like it. She shouldn't be with me.
Even now, she is here with me, in my arms, sleeping like it's her own home. She could have left me alone or let my hyungs look after me. After what I have done to her, she could have stayed away from me. She saved me, but there was a possibility she wouldn't appear on the roof. Why? Why did she do that?
I look at her, breathing calmly. She looked like a baby. I didn't want to wake her up. She was missing class because of me. She was failing because of me. All this because of me.
''What are you thinking?'' I heard her suddenly asking. I was in my world for a few seconds after looking at her. She was now looking at me as well.
''Everything,'' I replied softly.
''Are you feeling better?'' She asked. Even now, she is worried about me. I look okay. We were sleeping, and the world was peaceful. But she still cares. I nodded to her and assured her that I was okay.
I couldn't resist watching her. My mind gave in, and I placed my lips softly on hers, taking her off guard. But she didn't pull away. She put her hand on my cheek and from there to the back of my neck and brought me closer to her.
My heart was racing. I have never felt this feeling towards anyone. My heart hasn't allowed anyone in. Maybe now it's ready to do so. I'm going to be brave and let Y/n in.
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