Chapter 42

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Why?

yall mad at me right?^^

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The school days continued as if nothing had happened. I don't know what I thought when I let this thing slide off. Jungkook woke up with another woman next to him, and even though he didn't sleep with her, I should still be mad.

He didn't call or text me back during the entire vacation. When I'm not here, he goes to a bar and hooks up with other girls. I'm not keeping him from having fun with his friends, but he is in a relationship now.

He should think before he acts.

And alcohol should never be an excuse for doing so. But a part of me wishes I'd have listened to him fully in the first place.

My heart tells me to bring this topic up and talk with him. Make him understand what he did. But then I don't want to think about it anymore and move on. Not all relationships are easy.

I haven't asked Jungkook if he still thinks of it. The look on his face at the moment, playing football with his friends, tells me he isn't. But I can never be too sure. His head is still a mystery to me, though we have experienced a lot together, and he has told me about his past.

But he has never really opened up about his feelings. Not fully. This makes me wonder if he is thinking about this the same way as I am or the opposite or a completely different way.

Who knows, but judging now, he has put it behind him.

Another big mystery is Jimin. Even now, he isn't in the practice along with others. He hasn't been hanging out with us lately. We see him alone no matter where he is.

And whenever some of us have gone to ask him to join us or ask what's going on, he refuses to tell and leaves. Only Jungkook and I know what bothers him, but we haven't told the others.

We don't know what Jimin feels and what he wants others to know. I have told Jungkook to talk to him, but even he has been a little distant, not wanting to talk to him.

I understand. His best friend goes against him and tells lies. What kind of best friend does that? Best friends should have your back, and in this case, Jimin should have said completely the opposite of what he said.

Jungkook feels like he cannot trust him anymore. I can see he is sad, considering they've been friends for years, and Jimin knows a lot about him. He wants to go to him and be there for him, but something is holding him back.

I'd also want to know why he did what he did. I thought he was my friend too. But I haven't had a chance to talk to him yet.


The practice ended, and the guys started running away from the field.

I closed my math book, though I couldn't focus on doing anything. I managed to do absolutely nothing. I put the book back in the bag as if it had been there all this time and had never even been taken out.

Jungkook ran from the field towards me.

''Wait for me. I will go shower, and we can go to eat,'' he said, and I smiled, nodding.

He then ran off, and I felt the worst of pretending to smile and be happy when I wasn't. My thoughts are too messy, and at this point, I wish we had exams or something that would take my mind off this completely.

Cannot believe I said that.

I took my bag and waited outside the guys' locker room.

I took out my phone because I knew Jungkook wouldn't be long enough for me to try to pull out the math book again and do some studying. So I was scrolling down Instagram and other social media while waiting for him.

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