muke oneshots

how're you doin?

[ lmao hope you like ot4 because this is basically that ]

luke pulled his jacket tighter around his torso as he walked into the studio. he had insisted he drive in alone; ashton would sometimes drive him in. his bandmates, also boyfriends, were all there, clearly waiting for him. he tapped on the door and the boys turned, smiling at the blonde. luke could tell they had been talking about him previously.

'hey babe, so we were thinking we would just do some recording today. instruments and vocals if we've got time.' luke nodded and sat down on a wheelie chair, pulling one of his legs up. the room fell silent. luke looked around amd saw all the boys avoiding eye contact with him. he stood up quickly, causing all the boy's heads to whip towards him.

'what!? why are you all so quiet around me now? it makes me feel like shit, ya know.' luke yelled, feeling tears he didn't want shed filling his eyes. luke looked around at his boyfriends; they all looked slightly confused.

'luke, we just hate how torn up you-'

'ash, i'm not torn up! i'm just - i'm going through something right now. i don't need you're help! i can do it myself.' he stormed out, wiping his eyes as he felt a familiar sting in his eyes. he didn't want to cry.

'lukey? hey, c'mon please talk to us. we're all here for you.' luke's lip trembled, his hands shaking because he didn't want to tell his only friends and family and boyfriends how he was feeling.

'i don't wanna. i just, i want a hug' luke felt a tear escape his eyes and he wiped it quickly as he was engulfed in a hug from michael, feeling the warmth of his body taking over him. he soon felt two other pairs of arms around him and he broke down, feeling so loved.

his knees buckled out of weakness and soon the four of them were all seated on the floor, luke in michael's lap while calum and ashton tried calming him down a bit by playing with his hair and hands.

'luke, you're breaking yourself down and not letting us help.' michael whispered into his ear, knowing he wouldn't freak out like last time. he was far too tired and comfortable.

'i'm sorry.' he mumbled, moving his head so it was nuzzled into michael's neck. the boys cooed at their boyfriend, ashton reaching over and rubbing the blond's back.

'my love, you have nothing to be sorry for.' luke whimpered and felt himself falling asleep. he straddled michael and let himself relax into his boyfriends hold.

'go on to sleep, baby. we've all got you' luke smiled as tears rolled down his face, he felt happier than he had in a long while.

'i love you mikey, ashy, and cally.' they all smiled before taking turns placing a kiss to his forehead.

'we love you too, lukey'