this was the only chance. the only chance to be free.
all he ever wanted was real love but all he received was fake love.
and now that he had succeeded in escaping his nightmare, all that awaits for him now was freedom.
'i'm here' he thought as he closed his eyes while imagining his surroundings.
he stood on the platform, slightly rocking backwards and forwards.
it wasn't that cold in seoul so all he wore was a white shirt along with a plain black hoodie, blue ripped jeans and a pair of converse.
he didn't wear any accessories but he didn't really care at this stage.
before he could do anything, he thought back to his nightmare.
this terrible nightmare which officially haunted him forever.
he hated his life, he felt lonely.
he didn't really have any friends and since all of his maids were too old and busy, they didn't have enough time to play with him.
his mum left him when he was little and his dad chose work over him.
at the end, no one gave him real love, it felt as if everything was forced by a piece of paper.
whatever they gave him, all he saw was the true meaning behind the mask.
it wasn't a lie that he was completely fed up living with this. all he wanted was a friend who would give him everything he could ever have.
but he felt that it was too good to be true.
he opened his eyes and looked through his phone one last time to check the time, it was currently 2:04pm on a wednesday.
scrolling through his camera roll, he was consistently looking at all of the pictures he took of kkami.
unfortunately for him, kkami died.
to him, kkami meant everything. because of him, he felt safe until one day when he heard that he wasn't breathing anymore, he felt as if the whole world ended.
kkami was there the whole way through, whenever hyunjin was down or angry, he would go up to him and make his whole day a lot better.
however, after the death of his dog, hyunjin began to have depression and stress.
he didn't tell anyone about it, he simply kept it inside.
to be honest, he actually wanted to talk about it with someone but he couldn't find the perfect person to talk to.
and also, it was because he was afraid it would make him sound like a freak.
he didn't want that, he wanted to be displayed as someone unbreakable even though deep inside, he was just a soft squishy.
everyday he would count down the days as it goes by ever since kkami's death.
today was the day he could finally see him again.
he rather be with his own dog than stay in this horrendous, messed up world who clearly doesn't want him.
behind him was a small building where the chimney sat as it had a dark boxed shape area where the staircase led him up to.
hyunjin looked down a little to see everything; millions of cars driving pass, traffic turning green for people to cross and the sound of a hectic street.
next to him were buildings where people worked, they were all mostly very high that it almost reached to the sky.
he breathed into the air one last time to smell the sensation of the busy street.
'finally, i get to see him again..' he thought again.
'thank you kkami, thank you for everything..'
'goodbye world' with that last thought, he leaned forwards and was about to completely fall off when...
"stop!"
he felt a pair of arms wrapped around him making everything he had planned for, backfired.
a/n: i enjoy writing this fanfic alright:')btw, here are some pics of hyunjin and kkami 😂
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