it had been a couple of weeks since his attempt of suicide yet he couldn't stop thinking of one particular thing.
more specifically, someone in particular.
he wanted to meet him again but he knew that it was already impossible; he knew nothing about the older.
that day when he nearly fell off the roof, he felt his body being held back by a pair of arms.
everything went fast with him landing on the cold, harden floor with his butt and another body on the floor next to him, arms still wrapped around his waist.
he quickly got up and kneel down in front of hyunjin, placing his hands on the younger's shoulder, shaking him as he shouted.
"what were you doing??? are you crazy?? do you want to die?!" he kept bombarding hyunjin with questions but all he could do now was stare at the boy with widened eyes.
he didn't expect someone to just come on the roof and save someone who was about to fall off.
to be honest, he didn't even think someone would even care about him at all.
as the older kept shaking him while asking him questions, hyunjin just sat there, admiring his features.
he looked like someone around his age, probably a little bit older than him but he didn't want to be certain of that.
the boy eventually stopped shaking hyunjin and took out his phone. the younger looked at the boy to see a panicked expression written on his face.
he raised his eyebrows in confusion and was about to say something when the boy cursed under his breath.
after hearing him curse angrily, he remained quiet, watching the boy's next move.
he stood up immediately making hyunjin shot his head up.
looking at him, he figured that he wasn't that tall compared to how tall he would be.
before the boy left, he turned around to look down on the younger.
"i'm in a hurry, don't even think about committing suicide ever again." he scolded hyunjin and turned the other way to leave.
he then left hyunjin dumbfounded.
all that was going on in his head was when he could see him again.
ever since that day, he thought non-stop about the shortie, questioning his name, his address, his age and everything about him.
he didn't know why but he felt this strange feeling inside him when he was near the boy.
a pleasant and comforting feeling that he want to last forever.
something about that boy, just even thinking about him made his eyes glitter.
he had never felt this way and he wondered what the cause was.
but all he wanted was to have the older by his side everyday to make him happy.
during those couple of weeks, he had locked himself in his room after one of his maid found him with his back rested against the wall.
he didn't eat that much and he knew they would be worried but he didn't care because he knew that the feelings were fake.
even though he didn't know anything about the boy, it somehow gave him this feeling he could be safe just by being inside his arms.
one thing he had of the older was how he remembered what he look like, it never faded away.
he smiled to himself as he wrapped himself in blankets until he heard a knock on his bedroom door, hearing the word which had completely ruined his mood.
"hyunjin ssi, your father is here."
a/n: don't worry, i have a plan for this fanfic >:)
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