Phan Oneshots

Dear Diary

I haven't read it over so please don't kill me over spellings and gramma etc! :)

Dear diary,

ive already written LOADS about phil, as you know. Infact, as usual we have just came of skype. 5 and a half hours! whoop! new record. We mainly just chat about the new mario games and todays pokemon episode. However then we started talking about the best idea ever, meeting each other in person! Yep, that's right, the boy i have been crushing on and watching for years asked to meet me in person! i literally cannot believe it. I know i sound like a stalker right now, but you know im not, don't you? either way, im not. i still can't believe that im meeting Phil Lester, AmazingPhil.

To be honest im probably as excited now as i am when he told me that he loved me for the first time. I suppose i felt like some body i had fancied for 3 years had admitted they liked me to. Oh wait. that happened XD ANYWAYS,

i had to go and ask my mum which made me feel about 4, but we have decided to meet at the Manchester train station on Monday the 19th october. Which is basically in 4 days. I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!! im going to stay at his for 2 nights before coming back to mine. I might bring you, but if i do its not guaranteed that i will write in you. i will be making the most of my time with Phil.

Its weird , we act like we are a couple and that we are in a relationship We flirt, skype all the time, get along great, laugh at each others jokes, even if there not funny. I mean, come on- we even say i love you to each other. I always wonder weather phil actually means it, or if he is just joking around. I know i defiantly mean it.

Anyways, its 3am now so im going to go to sleep. last day of school tomorrow before half term (THANK GOD!)

:Dan x

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Dear diary,

OMG I REGRET STAYING UP TIL 3AM. Then again i suppose i could of told phil that i had school in 4 hours, but i didn't so well done me. schoo pretty much was a blur because i was yawning for about75% of it. i actaully fell asleep in geography thank god it was just one of those lessons where i had to hand in some sorse work and could then chill for the rest of it. and then i went home (waheeeyyyy!) i got about 3 peices of work to do over the holidays so im going to try and do it all tonight or tomorrow night. Maybe i will do some tomorrow when aidens at school seeming i wont have nothing to do then or no one to play on the xbox with.im actaully skyping phil right now. im telling him im doing homework, which isnt comletely lying because im swapping my diary for work every five minutes or something. Gosh, phil must think im a right idiot. maybe ill stop now and write again later or something.

~~~~~~~ AW! so me and phil have been skyping fr a few hours and i was called downstairs to collect my dinner, and i came back upstairs to find phil asleep. awww he has fallen asleep n skype ^_^ i hope that doesn't mean im boring or anything though. he has been yawning constantly though for the past hour. im not to sure what to do. do i carry on skyping and watch him softly snooze (in a non stalker way, he just looks even cuter asleep), or do i end the call. ahhhhhh choices >.< maybe i will wait half an hour or something. if he is still i will end the cal- oh..he has just gone...i think his laptop might've died or something. oh well im sure he will message me later or something. thats all for now, byeeee! 3 DAYS TO GO!!

:Dan x

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dear diary ,

Phil didn't reply to me :( its 5pm the next day and he still hasn't messaged me im starting to panic now because we were going to talk about monday in more detail. ahhhhhhhh...

maybe he thinks im to clingy? omg what if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore....what if he doesn't love me?

omg im freaking out now :( i hope he still likes me... i will write soon.~~~

OMG its half 8!!!normally we would be skping right now. he hasn't texted more, rang me, skyped me, messaged me , tweeted..i hope he is ok! ~~~

ITS 9PM. he messages me, THANK GOD HE IS OK. were skyping , and i wont tell you the full story but basically he had to go visit some family as a 'suprise' and there was no signal!

However one good hing happened.

when we began skyping, he was crying 'i thought you might get really annoyed at me and not want to speak at me. i was scared i was going to loose you just because i had no stupid signal'

i nearly cried at that because its sooooo sweet!! i gave him a flirtatious imaginary kiss. he 'caught' it and covered the webcam saying censored. he started to cheer up so thats a lot better. anyway im going to stop writing now so i can properly focus on the skype chat. byeeee

:Dan x

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Dear Diary,

OMG IM FINALLY MEETING PHIL TOMORROW AND IM SOOOOO EXCITED. I STARTED PACKING MY BAGS AT 6pm TODAY,EVEN THOUGH IM NOT LEAVING UNTIL 11 TOMORROW TO GET THE TRAIN AND BE THERE FOR 1/2. XD

im so excited. im meeting phil! AmazingPhil! Phil Lester! My Phil. He said he was going out today to go shopping to make sure we have plenty of food,snacks, films , stuff and tv sets for the 2 days. aww he's so cute isnt he? ^_^ so i thought i would just write in here instead. Im still debating wether i should or should not take this diary. i think i will but will hide it and if i ever get any free/secret time i will write in here. anyways, im going to stop writing because its 8pm,and Phil said he would skype me around now. byeeeee :D ,

The happiest Dan ever! X

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Dear diary,

IM ON THE TRAIN. IM ON THE BLOOMIN TRAIN TO GO AND MEET PHIL IN MANCHESTER. OMG. I WANT TO SCREAM. in all fairness, i would, but that's a bit weird and people would stare at me. I should of wore/brang some nicer clothes though, i was just thinking. Most of what i've bought consists of black skinny jeans and t-shirts with ban logos, or jokes from films etc. i bet phil thinks im a right trash bag :( i hope not. In fact, if Phil didnt like me i would probably be on the next train hme. Im so scared but so excited :D

im going to stop here because the train is going to be stopping shortly!!! :D ,

Dan x