the day before the wedding
LUKE'S POV
"shall i stay?would it be a sin"
nyanyian dari atas tepatnya dari kamar lolita terdengar jelas
my heart melted
"like a river flows,surely to the sea darling,so it goes,somethings are meant to be"
"take my hand,take my whole life too for i cant help falling in love with you.."
aku langsung ke kamar lolita dan menepuk tangan ku
" ternyata kau jago juga ya main ukulele"ucap ku tertawa dan ia tertawa tapi matanya merah
"what's wrong?are you okay?"tanya ku berusaha datar aslinya cemas
"im fine,thx for asking"
"no youre not,tell me what's going on"
"no nothing its fine luke"
"youre not fine,tell me whats wrong"
"i just felt im worth less and i want to feel what i feels like to be loved,that's all luke because everyone treats me like shit"ucap nya sambil tersenyum
termasuk aku,i treat u like crap.
"im sorry to hear that..you are always loved by me by abby zayn and all of your friends"ucap ku berusaha tersenyum
"luke can i ask you something?"ucap nya sambil menaruh ukulelenya diatas meja belajar
"sure you can always ask me everything"jawab ku dengan senyum
"what kind of drug are you?"ucap nya dan aku speechless
LOLITA'S POV
"what kind of drug are you"tanya ku dan muka luke langsung berubah 360 derajat mukanya langsung kusut..
"i cant answer that..but why did you ask that?"tanya nya balik
"because.... i want to , yeah i want to"jawab ku dengan senyum
"luke,aku tidak bermaksud menanyakan ini untuk membuat mu sedih,im so happy for you and your new life stop thinkin about me im fine,i just want you to know that im happy for you,please dont ask me to leave when-n"
"no you dont ever leave" potong luke
"no luke i have to but i dont know when,im happy for you"senyum ku sangat lebar sekarang tapi ternyata tetap tidak bisa aku tetap meneteskan air mata
"its cliche right?"ucap ku dan aku tertawa mata luke berair dan ia ikut tertawa ia segera mengelap air mata yang jatuh di pipi ku
"dont cry,i dont want to see my girl cry"ucap nya dan ia mengusap pipi ku
"i love you no matter what happen,even when im married to i still love you you are the best thing that has ever happened in my life and im so glad to have you"ucap luke dan ia mencium kepala kua
and we hugged
and maybe this is not our last hug
but this is our last hug as a lover.
"can i..can i kiss you?because i know this will be our last- k" ucapan ku terpotong karna luke langsung mencium ku
kali ini lembut sekali
sampai aku tidak ingin melepaskannya
nikmati momentnya ini yang terakhir kalinya
"thank you for everything,everything luke" ucap ku dan aku tersenyum
"and thank you for everything too,rosie"
thank you for everything too rosie
rosie.
no more lolita
and thats how i know the feelings are fading away :)
i think this is the most emotional chapter,i dont know about u guys
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
sagey // luke hemmings
Fanfiction(WRITTEN IN BAHASA) "Cross My Heart Hope To Die" Inspired by : Lolita (1997) Lolita (1962) WARNING: AGE GAP,DADDY KINK,ABUSIVE AND TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS. PLEASE BE A WISE READERS (16+)
