Friends?//DIZA

Chapter 18 ✨

//Liza POV//

L- talk

I say as I sit down. He looks at me confused but goes with it

D- Liza I'm really sorry for what I did. I know that I should have told you what I was doing and I should of answered your calls but I knew you were going to be mad if I told you but I looks likes I just made it worst. I thought it wasn't going to be a big deal in the first place because i knew we weren't dating ,I just wasn't in the right mind set and I didn't mean anything that happened that day

I look at him confused

L- what do you mean " not In the right mind set"

D- I just wasn't-

I cut him off

L- so you were drunk and lied to me? So you didn't mean all those things that's you said like you were sorry?

I say crossing my arms

D- I meant that. I just thought you and alex-

L- me and alex are nothing and I told you that on multiple occasions

He looks at me like I said something
dumb

D- I'm sorry I just didn't know.

He says again and I roll my eyes

L- I know I can be over dramatic. I shouldn't let this get to me but I was kinda hurt...not even kinda I was hella hurt David. Just like you said we are nothing and I was always back up plan so I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't enough and you had to get a replacement for your replacement

I'm sorry I didn't tell you this whole time that I like you and I let it get to me I let you in my heart and didn't do anything but Watch it crumble

it felt like someone was slowly putting a knife into my heart. I know I said I didn't like him but I do but obviously he only wants my body and not me I start to walk back to the car and he stops me and turns me around. He opens his mouth and I talk before he can

L- say sorry as many times as you want. I forgive you now okay? We are okay. Just like you said you weren't in the right mind set

I say wipping my tear away. I put my hands in his shoulders He looks sad knowing that I'm not over it

D-okay

//DAVID POV //
We are in the car driving back from the park and I see Liza with tears in her eyes. I know the minute I leave she will cry her eyes out. Wow. We pull up to my house and she unlocks the car door.

D- can you pull in the drive way

She doesn't look at me and just pulls into the drive way. I look at her and she facing the window now.

D- Liza? Are you okay

She nods her head yes but still continued to look out the window

D- look at me please

She stay still and points at the door

D- not until you look at me

She looks at me and there are tear stains on her cheeks,she looks down not making eye contact. I put her head up but she moves it away, she opens her door then gets out of the car speed walking away . I then get out and follow her to the dead end

( which is literally 20 steps away from the drive way)

she paces back and forth walking with her hands on her head

D- Liza, calm down, are you ok

She sits on the Curb with her head down as well as her hands on her head breathing heavily and fast. I sit next to her for a few seconds about to talk all she dose is hug me. she cry's into my shoulder. I hug her back holding her tight as she sobs.

D- it's okay

I say patting her back and rubbing small circles as well

A few minutes later we stand up and go inside and go to my room. Liza goes to the bathroom to clean up , she shuts the door as I hear sniffles disappearing in the air as I hear a creek following behind it. I sit in silence and just do nothing. But think. Have I hurt her that bad?

// LIZA POV //
I go to the bathroom and shut the door and sit on the edge of the bathtub and just think. David is the only boy I cried about except the whole situation with Jackson. I don't cry about things like this. You can break my heart so many time and it will be stronger each time.

But David is different he took my barrier around my heart down and just shot a big hole right through it, I felt like he watched crumbled to the ground then did nothing. I just let him do it. I was so over dramatic but I didn't want to end up like a broken whore again sleeping with anyone to get what he did out of my head.

I come out of the bathroom and I see David sitting their with his hands on his head he looks up the minute the door opens as well as he stands up.

L- I think I'll leave

I'm Walking to the door but he comes up to me and hugs me tight. He then let's go and kisses me passionately. I honestly didn't want this to end this is the only thing making me happy right now until I snap back to reality the minute we pull apart.

L- what was that for.

I say with a sniffle at the end

D- I really like you Liza...I know I hurt you and I feel horrible for it. I don't wanna treat you like some girl that I use then throw away. I have always liked you but I know you don't want a relationship after what happened with Jackson and I know I tell you all these things then treat you like shit but I really really truly-

I cut him off and kiss him. I wrap my arms around him and he puts his hands on my waist. I let go and look at him with my slightly red puffy eyes

L- I know what I said in the past and honestly I'm still not ready. Not for awhile. But you make me feel different and I'm willing to take a chance on you if that's what you want

He smiles and hugs me tightly once again then I hug back. He looks at me and and I can see the spark in his eyes.

D- I really love that you are taking a chance on me even though I kinda treated you like shit

L- let's just forget about that I wanna take it slow... so let's just act like we are friends with benefits again

I say with a little smile and he smiles back and kisses me on my cheek