FEAR . ethan dolan

thirty-two

It's a new day and honestly, it seems like a new me. I feel so so much different now and it's probably because I'm walking down the halls hand in hand with the Ethan Dolan. Everyone probably looks at me and thinks, "Who's Ethan's new whore?" But in reality, I'm anything but that. I mean, I hope. 

I stop at my locker and Ethan smiles, letting go of my hand. "I'll see you in 4th period." 

Ethan walks off and I wave at him, my fingers moving softly so I don't seem psychotic. I sigh and dig through my backpack, trying to find my notebook. I eventually pull out the thin yellow 70 page notebook and walk to my class. 

"Anabelle! Get over here, now." Parker whisper-yells, causing a bit of a shock to erupt from a few people around her and myself. I groan, knowing what's happening and I take a seat in my desk beside hers. "What the fuck! You and Ethan? I mean I lowkey ship it but he's bad for you and you know it." 

Parker rants on about how I shouldn't be with Ethan and I don't think she even noticed the fact that I put my headphones in halfway through her little speech. 

"Anabelle! Anabelle are you even listening!" Parker yells and I turn my head as I pull my headphones out of my ear. "What was that?" 

"Look, I don't care if you date Ethan but I don't want you to be upset when he breaks your heart." Parker explains, turning her head to the teacher as he begins talking. 

"Everything happens for a reason." 

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I walked through the cafeteria and looked around until I found Ethan, Grayson, and Anabelle sitting together. The deafening sound of the teenagers around me talking amongst one another caused a ringing sound in my head but I ignored it and walked closer to the group. 

"Any of you guys got Tylenol? I have a migraine." I say once I walk up, causing a bit of a fright to Grayson. 

Ethan begins laughing and mimicking Grayson and Grayson whines at Ethan's childlike behavior. "You're 17 Ethan, not 6. Act your age." 

I begin to laugh along with Ethan and Parker whips up a slight smirk. 

"Not you guys too! Come on she popped up out of nowhere! You popped up out of nowhere, Anabelle!"  Grayson complains, biting on his hamburger that had been dripping in ketchup.
I laugh at the behavior of everyone around me and look down at my phone under the table when I feel the slight vibration of my ringer on my thigh.
New Message from (917) 718-8282
"Meet me in the gym hallway. 2 minutes."
I'm not sure what this means but it's most definitely going to be Amanda or maybe even Drew.
"Hey I'll be right back." I say, getting up frantically and putting my phone in my back pocket. I hear Ethan ask where I'm going but I walk off before I can think up an answer.

I stand, leaning against the wall in the hallway while waiting for someone, anyone, to show up.
Before I know it, the long locks of Amanda's blonde hair bouncing as she walks down the otherside of the hallway.
"Amanda, what do you need?" I say, putting my hand on my hip and leaning to the side a bit.
"Come to my party Friday. Bring Ethan. I'll show you who he really likes."

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