love at first sight (Nash grier)

Chapter 33

(Alex pov)

I woke up and saw Nash smiling at me.

"I'm sorry" I said getting off of Nash

"It's okay, I actually wanted to talk to you"

"Oh okay" I said and stood up.

I helped Nash up and followed him into his room. We didn't want to wake the guys up. Nash sat on his bed and I stood there awkwardly.

"You know you can sit down right?" Nash said and I walked over to his bed and sat at the edge.

We sat there in awkward silence for a while until Nash spoke up.

"Alex, You know I love you right?" He asked and I shook my head and he continued. "When I kissed Brittany it meant absolutely nothing I swear. She came on to me and I just happened to kiss back. I'm so sorry. I-"

I cut him off before he could finish.

"Nash, Saying sorry isn't just going to fix everything, you hurt me a lot and I cant keep running back to you anytime you say sorry." I said with tears brimming my eyes. Anytime I see Nash it makes me want to cry just knowing he's not mine.

"I've been a complete mess without you. All I do is think about you 24/7. Those sleepless nights were because I was thinking about you. Please forgive me." Nash said with a single tear falling from his face but quickly wiped it away.

"The truth is I can't live without you either."

"So is that a yes" He asked and I nodded my head. He pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead repeatedly. He finally let go but kissed my forehead one last time.

I wanted to ask why he kissed her but I don't want it to turn into an argument. I stood up from Nash's bed and was about to leave when Nash stopped me.

"Do you want to go out on a date tonight?" He asked me and I shook my head yes.

"Casual or Fancy?" I asked him

"Fancy" He said giving me a huge smile

I left Nash's room and went to mine. I picked out a dark blue lace dress and dark blue wedges for tonight. I grabbed a light pink crop top with the word 'Believe' on it, white shorts and light pink vans to match with my top. I went into the bathroom and took a shower I washed my hair and my body. I got out the shower and dried off. I wrapped my pink robe around my body and started with my hair. I new I was going to end up redoing my hair later on so I decided on a side fish tail braid. I finished braiding my hair and started with my makeup. After I finished my makeup I got dressed and went on twitter. Of course there was still hate but I got over that. There was a tweet saying One Direction was coming to New York. I started to freak out because Matt promised me that he would buy me tickets to one of their concerts if they were ever in they same city performing. I jumped off the bed and ran into Matt's room without knocking. oops.

Luckily for me he was just laying on his bed watching TV. I ran over to him and jumped on his bed.

"Why are you so happy so early in the morning?" He asked trying to stop me from jumping on the bed.

"Number one it's almost one in the afternoon, number two One Direction is coming to New York!" I said yelling the last part

"And your point is?" He asked confused. He can't be serious, he literally promised this less than a month ago. I stop jumping and sat on his bed.

"You promised to buy me tickets, if they are in the same city performing." I said and threw the pillow at him. He thought for a little bit before he responded.