love at first sight (Nash grier)

Chapter 48

(Alex pov)

"Alex wake up" Matt said shaking me

"Five more minutes" I said and rolled over.

"Alex we have to go."

I sigh and get out of bed. I grab a pair of black sweatpants and a blue shirt. I walk into the bathroom and take a shower. I wash my hair and body. I get out the shower and dry my hair. I put my hair into a messy bun and change into my clothes. I walk out the bathroom and grab Matt's red magcon hoodie. I put on Matt's black vans cause I was to lazy to find mine.

I didn't bother with makeup today cause I can honestly care less. I look like total shit. My head was pounding and the light was bothering my eyes.

"Are you alright?" Taylor asked

"Yeah, my head hurts."

"Here" Matt says handing me a bottle of Advil and some water.

It was now 12:00 so we started to walk to the venue. Once we got there the guys had sound check. While the guys were fooling around I sat backstage. Matt came back and sat down next to me. He was serious about me not leaving his sight. He literally dragged me wherever he went and when he went to the bathroom or had something to do he had one of the guys watch me like I was a three year old.

During the event me and Azu sat at the edge of the stage out of the way. During the meet and greet Matt made me sit with him. After we went back to the hotel. We were all going swimming so I changed into my bikini. We went down to the pool and I saw Brittany. I sighed and continued walking.

We got to the pool and Cameron picked me up and threw me into the pool.

"Cam!" I yell and Taylor picks me up. "Taylor put me down."

"But where's the fun in that?"

"Just put me down"

"okay" He says and throws me

"I say put me down not throw me." 

Nash didn't come down to the pool and it sucks cause I really want to talk to him.

Brittany comes over to us and sits at the edge of the pool putting her feet into the water.

I roll my eyes and walk to the other end of the pool. The rest of the guys followed leaving Brittany alone. Azucena and Mahogany walk in and they place their stuff on a pool chair. They came over to us and we started talking about a few things. We were having a serious conversation but I wasn't really paying attention. I was looking at Brittany. She was on her phone I couldn't really hear her because everyone was talking around me.

"She's just a stupid suicidal teenage girl, she nearly jumped off the hotel. I'm not worried about her getting in my way." I hear her say into her phone. I know she's talking about me. How does she know that I almost jumped?

"Umm... guys I'm gonna go upstairs now." I say and get out the pool.

I grab my towel and walk towards the elevator. While I was waiting for the elevator Matt came up to me.

"What's wrong"

"Nothing. Can I be alone for a while?" I ask and he just sighs

"If I say yes promise me you won't do anything stupid. But I can tell something is wrong."

"I promise." I say and the elevator doors open. I get in the elevator and smile at Matt to tell him everything was going to be okay.

I get upstairs and go into Matt's room. I take a shower and change into a pair of sweats and a sports bra. I just laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling clearing my mind. It felt good to be alone and not have to worry about Matt telling me what to do. Matt called me a few times to make sure I was okay. Taylor ran through the door along with Matt.