love at first sight (Nash grier)

Chapter 21

(Alex pov)

We arrived in New York and checked into our hotel. This time we had a suite since we would be in New York for two weeks.

Me, Matt, Azucena, Jack Gilinsky, Mahogany, Nash and Hayes shared a room.

Carter, Cam, Jacob, Shawn, Taylor,Aaron and Jack Johnson shared a room.

We all decided to go to our rooms and unpack. After we unpacked Me, Azucena, and Mahogany decided to go to times square.

"We're leaving" I called out to the guys which where sitting on the couch.

"Where are you going" Matt asked

"Out"

"Can we come" Gilinsky asked

"No" Azucena quickly replied

"Please" They all begged

"Fine"

They all jumped off the couch and we left. Of course when we got to times square the guys left us.

We brought some Starbucks and went into forever 21. I brought some skirts, Shorts, Crop tops, and Muscle tee's. We walked around Times Square and eventually met up with the guys.

We started to walk back to the hotel since it was only a fifteen minute walk and it was rush hour. Azucena and Hayes was holding hands and laughing. I looked behind me and saw Nash staring at me. I acted like I didn't see anything and I walked over to Matt.

"I heard you forgave Nash" Matt said

"Well he stood up for me earlier, I still don't trust him"

"Well as long as you don't get back together with him"

No promises...

"I wasn't planning to"

We got back to the hotel and there was screaming fans. Me and Azucena was able to get through the crowd without a problem. We went upstairs and went into the room.

We put our stuff in our rooms and sat on the couch to watch TV. The guys walked in and they all went to their rooms. Nash came out of his room and sat on the couch next to me. Azucena gave me a smile and walked into Jack's room.

"I'm sorry" Nash said and I pretended not to hear him. Although I forgave him, I was still mad at him.

"Alex please talk to me, I'm sorry" this time I pulled out my phone and went on twitter.

"Really?" He said and took my phone

"Give me my phone now" I said in a serious tone.

"I recommend you give her the phone" Matt said walking into the kitchen and grabbing a soda.

I gave Nash the death stare and he handed me my phone.

Matt showed Nash the bruise I gave him when he took my phone. Matt walked into his room and Nash broke the silence.

"Can we please just start over?"

"You cant just start over anytime you mess up" I said trying not to yell.

I stood up off the couch and started to walk away when Nash grabbed my wrist and turned me around to face him. We where inches apart. I stared into his beautiful blue eyes and he stared into mine. Nash pulled me closer to him. His eyes moved to my lips and back to my eyes. He moved in closer until our lips were centimeters apart. His soft lips crashed onto mine and sparks started to fly.

I cant explain how much I missed this feeling. Nash broke the kiss and stared into my eyes.

"Tell me you didn't enjoy this kiss"

"I would, but then I'll be lying" I said giving him a smile.

He kissed me one last time and our kiss was interrupted by whispers. We saw Azucena, Jack G, Mahogany, Hayes and Matt.

Matt looked a little mad but he also looked relived. I walked away from Nash and went into my room. Matt came in After me and sat on the bed.

"So you and Nash?" He said more like a question

"It was just a kiss" That I really enjoyed.

"Just a kiss?"

"Yeah"

"You said you didn't want to get back together with him"

"I don't, well not yet at least"

"I just don't want you to get hurt again"

"I'll be okay" I said and pulled Matt into a hug

Matt gave me a small kiss on the forehead and left. I just went on my laptop and went through Tumblr. Tumblr is the only place I can be myself and express my feelings.

I heard a knock on the door so I went to open it. Nash stood at the door holding chocolate and a teddy bear holding a rose.

"Forgive me?"

I pulled Nash into a hug and shook my head yes.

"Thank you" He whispered into my ear.

I broke the hug and we sat on my bed in awkward silence. I interrupted the silence.

"When you kissed Brittany, did it mean anything to you?"

"No, She kissed me and I wasn't thinking." He said looking into my eyes. We sat in silence for a while.

"Do you think there can ever be an 'us' again" Nash said interrupting the silence again

"I don't know, I don't even trust you anymore"

"I just want to gain your trust again"

"I do miss you a lot but I can't go though what you put me through again"

"I'm so sorry, I really am. I hope there can be and 'us' again" He said and gave me a kiss on the forehead. He stood up from off my bed and left the room.

I miss him a lot. I just don't want to be hurt again.