love at first sight (Nash grier)

Chapter 32

(Alex pov)

I stood up from my seat and walked out the door. I ran all the way back to the hotel with tears in my eyes. I went back to my room and closed the door. I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

Was I really that ugly?

Why do people hate me?

Maybe I do need to die.

I stared at myself in the mirror while dark thoughts went through my head.

(Matt pov)

After we finished running around we calmed down and I started to look for Alex.

"Hey guys have you seen Alex?" I asked the guys

"I think she left like five minutes ago" Jack J said

I went on twitter for a while and I saw a few tweets directed to Alex. They basically told her to die. Some people even used the hashtag please die Alex. It was starting to trend worldwide. This brought back so many bad memories.

*Flashback*

I was with my friends hanging in the hallways cutting class. Since we were in middle school we weren't suppose to be cutting class but I'm glad we did.

We were walking in the hallway fooling around when we saw a group of girls beating up my sister. They were yelling at her telling her to die. Me and my friends get the girls off of my sister. My friends pulled them away while I helped Alex up. She was obviously in a lot of pain. She had cuts and bruises on her face. She was holding her stomach. I pulled up her shirt just a little bit and she had to large bruises on the side of her body.

I took her into the girls bathroom and locked the door behind us. I wiped the blood off her face. I haven't really payed attention to her at school and I really should of. I pulled her into a hug and kissed her forehead. She looked at me confused and broke the silence.

"Why are you doing this for me?" She asked and broke the hug

"What do you mean? Your my sister, why wouldn't I do this for you?"

"Cause you never really cared about me"

She said that and it broke my heart. I always cared for her but I never really showed it.

"I always cared for you. I'm sorry that I never actually showed it" I said and pulled her into another hug

"It's okay. Thank you for helping me today"

"It was the least I could do" I said and kissed her forehead. We broke the hug and walked out the bathroom.

I called a cab and we got a ride back to our house. Alex was in no condition to walk home. I payed the cab driver and we got out the car. We got home and I told her to lay down in her room. She walked up to her room and I went into the kitchen and grabbed to bags. I filled them with ice and I brought it up to her. She was crying her eyes out. I handed her the bags of ice and she put it where she had the two large bruises. I climbed in the bed next to her and wrapped my arms around her.

For now on I'm gonna be there for her no matter what. After a while she wanted to be by herself so I left her alone. I closed the door behind me and it was very quiet. I was guessing she fell asleep so I went into the living room and watched some TV. I went into the kitchen to grab some food when I heard a loud thud. I called her name and there was no answer. I called her name a few more times and she still didn't answer. I ran up the stairs to her room. The door was locked and she didnt answer. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed the master key. I unlocked the door and she wasn't there I went into the bathroom since the door was open and the light was on. She was on the floor passed out with pills around her. Tears filled my eyes and I went over to her night stand and grabbed her phone. By this point I was hysterically crying. I called 911.