love at first sight (Nash grier)

Chapter 19

(Nash pov)

I'm such an idiot why the fuck would I kiss back.

"Dude what happened with you and Alex?" Hayes asked

"Nothing"

"We're not stupid" Hayes said

"I'm pretty sure you are" I said sitting down on my bed and pulling out my phone.

I decided to text Alex and apologize.

Me: Alex I am truly sorry. Yeah I kissed her back but I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry and I love you no matter what happens between us. I don't blame you if you send Matt over here just to punch me in the face. But please don't. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS!

By the end of the text I was crying. I'm so fucking stupid I just lost the person I love in less than 24 hours. That must be a record.

"Dude your crying" Hayes said sitting next to me

"No shit!" I said trying my hardest to keep my emotions in.

"I'm gonna go check on Alex" Azucena said walking through the connecting doors.

When the doors opened I saw Alex sitting on her bed on her phone. Was she purposely not answering my text.

I looked at her until the door closed.

(Alex pov)

The door opened and Azucena walked in.

"Hey Alex, are you okay?" she said walking over to me.

She pulled me into a hug and Matt just stared at us.

"Yeah I'm fine"

"wanna go to my room Jack is in Cam's room" Azucena said to me

"Sure" I stood up out of the bed and grabbed my phone and room key. We left the room and went to her's

"You know Nash texted you right?"

"Yeah, I don't want anything to do with him right now" I said trying to hold back the tears.

"He was crying. I think he's really sorry" She said while unlocking the door.

"I don't want to talk about him right now, if that's okay with you"

"Yeah that's fine, do you want to stay over"

"No its okay"

"We can call Mahogany and have a girls night out"

"Sure"

Azucena called Mahogany and she came over right away. I was still wearing my dress from earlier. We brought 'the other woman' off of some website and started to watch it. We completed the movie and decided to go back to our room. I grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a tank top and went to change, I put my hair in a messy bun and made sure all of my makeup was off my face. I left the bathroom and sat on Matt's bed. Matt was on his phone so he looked over at me.

"Do you need something?"

"Nope" I said popping the 'p'

"Then go away"

"No" I said laying down on his bed attempting to 'fall asleep'

Matt pushed me off his bed.

"Matt!"

"I told you to get off" he said laughing

I went on my bed and pretended to be mad at him. He came over and sat next to me.

"Oh, you can't be mad" He said pulling me into a hug. I rolled my eyes and moved away from him. "Alex I'm sorry"

"If you were sorry you never would of pushed me" I said pushing him off my bed.