Forbidden Love (Tristan Evans Fanfic)

Chapter Nine

I think I stopped breathing.

The moment his eyes turned in my direction, I lost all sense of myself and just became lost in all of him.

The girl hanging round his neck like a monkey turned to look in the direction he was staring and glared at me when I seemed like the culprit.

She whispered something in his ear and he rolled his eyes, and I allowed a small smile for a second before panicking again when I realised Connor didn't know I was here.

And I'd drank quite a bit.

Crap.

"Grace we have to get out of here" I said as I turned to her, a bit too quickly so the world span and I put my hand out to steady myself.

"I think it's a bit late for that" she shouted over the music, and I looked back and Connor was heading over, confusion covering the whole of his face.

"Mia what the hell are you doing here? What are you wearing?" he looked down at my attire and then back at my face, "Have you been drinking?" he asked in astonishment getting all up in my face.

I backed away quickly, bumping into surrounding dancers. Some glared but many people of the male gender smirked and winked.

I'm glad Connor was too absorbed in my clothing choices.

"Connor let it go, Mum knows I'm here so leave me alone" I pushed his hands away.

"I highly doubt she knows your drinking, you're 17 Mia, get a grip" I could smell the alcohol also emitting from him and knew what he was saying wasn't something he'd say sober.

The rest of the boys came over and surrounded us.

And he carried on.

"You know you shouldn't be here Mia, I thought you were cleverer than that and had learned that coming to parties wasn't your thing. Do you ever learn? What happened last time? You know you shouldn't have Mia, we don't want that happening again.." he trailed off maybe knowing he'd hit a nerve.

I was glad the music was so loud or else everyone in the room would have heard me snap.

"What do you expect me to do Connor? Sit in my room like a good girl and let him get to me? I can't help what he did to me and do you think bringing it up in front of our friends is helping? Connor you never think and I can't believe you think I'm well again, as if I'll ever be better again after what happened. I don't know what else to do okay and you are not helping" I looked away from his eyes when all I saw was pity and backed away from him.

From all of them.

"Just..don't come after me okay? I can't be doing with any of you right now" I turned around quickly, and ran towards the door, trying to manoeuvre around the amount of people.

Tears were slipping from my eyes and I brushed them away angrily, annoyed I was showing my emotions.

I was relieved when I finally felt the cold air wash over my face and stepped out on to the pavement.

The people me and Grace had seen when we first arrived were still wandering around the front door and I shivered when one of them started to walk towards me.

I went to head off down the street but was blocked suddenly by another guy from the front door.

Brilliant.

"Can I just get past please?" I said, annoyed, just wanting to leave this idiotic party.

"Were would the fun be in that?" He laughed and I rolled my eyes, pushing him away when he got any closer.