Forth unbuttoned Beam's white shirt. The touch of his finger tips ghosted on Beam's pale chest.
Beam closed his eyes. He wanted to enjoy his touches. He wanted to feel the heat. But he couldn't. He couldn't bring himself to enjoy this. He thought that it wouldn't be that bad because Forth is sexy and handsome. But he was wrong. He couldn't enjoy being sold.
He felt disgusted at himself. It grew stronger with each button Forth opened. He wandered whether every prostitute felt like that. Maybe they really do. Maybe they practiced themselves to enjoy it. Maybe they pretend themselves that it is someone they love.
Someone they love....
Does he even have one?
While he was in his deep thought, Forth had unbuttoned his shirt completely and now he was pushing it off his shoulders.
Pausing for a moment, he placed his hand on his shoulder and gently rubbed his collar bone with his thumb. Beam looked at him in confusion.
Forth said nothing. He just made him sit up and removed his shirt completely. And Beam's sweat broke when he moved down to his pants.
It's too soon!!
Forth unbuckled his pants and pulled it down until Beam is left with nothing but his boxers.
"Look at those curves..." Forth murmured. More professionally than lustfully, like a fashion designer admire his model. "No wonder you looked sexy in those slim cut shirts"
Before Beam could say anything, Forth raised him up from sofa and took him in to his arms as he weighted nothing and took him to the master bedroom in bridal style.
Beam remembered what P' Rambo said, when he told that he decided to meet Forth.
'Just closed your eyes and pretend it is just a dream'
And Beam did.
He closed his eyes and waited for Forth to throw him down on the bed and do whatever he wanted with his body and get over with it. How long would he take? Minutes? Hours?
Will there be anything left of him?
He felt Forth gently lowering his body.
At least he is not throwing me around
But got utterly surprised when warm water touched his skin.
He opened his eyes to see the bathroom walls.
He was in Forth's bath which was filled with warm water with a nice fragrance.
He haven't had a bath like this for like a life time. Back in his apartment there was only a shower with a heater that was broken almost everyday.
Beam looked up at Forth to see him staring at him, sitting on the edge of the bath. He smiled at him. "How's the water?"
Beam let out a contended sigh. "As perfect as it could be"
Actually it truly is perfect. The touch of the warm water was Heavenly. It relaxed his muscles and all his tiredness vanished.
Beam looked out of the glass plain and he was greeted with the sight of Bangkok city, basking in city lights.
And it was just magical.
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Beam tilted his head back, closing his eyes enjoying the luxury. "What are you still doing here?"
He could hear Forth chuckling. "You look pretty..." He gently grabbed his leg and raised it up from the water.
Beam opened his eyes and frowned. "What are you doing?"
Saying nothing Forth started massaging his foot; pressing certain spots and squeezing his fingers.
"What are you_...owh! Fuck!" Beam hissed when Forth pressed a spot that sent an electric wave through his nerves that felt extremely good.
He felt embarrassed about the fact that he is the doctor here.
"Just relax"
"How could I.... Oh my God...it feels so good..."
Forth looked up at him while still lowering his head. He quirked his eyebrow. "Yeah?"
Beam shivered. He closed his eyes and bit his lower lip, enjoying the sensation.
Forth gently put the leg down in the water and started taking care of of the other one.
Beam let out a gasp when Forth kissed his ankle. But he said nothing against it. He just looked into his eyes, searching for a fire.
But they looked calm. Calm, quite, and beautiful.
Just like spring...
Beam chuckled. "You are a cruel man"
Forth smiled. "Maybe.."
Beam looked out of the window, seeming to enjoy city lights. "This contract is absurd"
"Yeah? Why you think so?"
Beam looked at him. He hated how Forth is always calm about everything. "No matter how I look at it is unfair on your side"
Forth let out a small laugh. "Just because I haven't done anything, it doesn't mean I won't ever do anything"
Beam sighed and looked away again. "It's not that. It's just...that I don't really have anything to give. Even if I give you my body, it's not enough" he said "I mean, I won't probably enjoy sex with you, at least I won't be able to pretend that I'm enjoying it"
"After all..." Beam paused. "I'm not a virgin. My skin has been touched by many men. Many hands. No matter how many times I scrubbed it, no matter how many times I washed it, it is still filthy"
He looked up, expecting to see Forth disgusted. But he looked calm and pleasant as always, with a small smile on his lips. But his eyes....
...his eyes told a different story.
They looked...
...sad
Beam looked away. "Are you disappointed?" His voice was small, almost couldn't be heard.
"I am"
Beam sighed. Maybe he will have to prostitute himself to his land lord of his previous apartment to take his room back and pay the rent. Who knows. Maybe he could bring himself to do it.
Who knows...
Beam froze when Forth leaned down and kissed his forehead.
"I'm disappointed. Not because your body is filthy, which is an absurd idea" he said.
"But because you didn't looked sad or hurt when you said those awful things about yourself"
Beam stared at him for a moment, trying to figure out what he just said.
Then he chuckled. He went back to enjoying the city lights. There was a peaceful smile on his lips.
"You are the most cruel person I have ever met"
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A/N
My deepest sympathy for the people who were waiting for Smut.
