Sugar Daddy

Miserable

Beam was taken aback by the sudden invitation from Forth's rival. It was ridiculous and genuinely frightening. He must know about him. Beam was always attached to the hip of the centre of attraction in parties. Now he cannot even come to believe that what happened now is just a coincident. He shifted uncomfortably, playing with the cuffs of his shirt.

"I'm really sorry but I would have to decline your offer" he muttered avoiding Leonard's gaze. "I'm quite busy this week" Busier than a certain CEO of SNK..yeah..sure.

"That's sad" the man said, staring at Beam moving fingers on his own sleeve. His voice and tone contradicted his response. The man adjusted his blazer and smiled at him charmingly. "Well you don't have to worry about Forth being against it"

Beam blinked. Oh! He knows.

"Even though I take you out alone, we wouldn't exactly be alone" Leonard continued "Forth has eyes everywhere. He knows about everything that happens around him"

The man took Beams hand in his and squeezed gently. And wondered how lucky Forth is given by how soft wand warm the smaller's hands are. "We are going to see each other real soon"

And then he turned to leave. "Have a good day.....

"...Beam"

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Forth was looking out of the glass window panes in his office apartment, staring at nothing. He evacuated the apartment. People are driving him crazy just by existing. He hated people. He hated human interactions. But not as much as he hated being alone. He was suffering with duality in his whole lifetime. Well until.....he met Beam.

Forth pressed his forehead on the cold glass pane. He shouldn't have met Beam..He shouldn't have dragged him to abyss. But he was everything Forth ever wanted..What he was searching for all his life. Oh....that beautiful angelic Beam....if only he could take him far far away from here and.......

NO!!!! No, no, no, noo.... no..Don't think about it!...don't...think...STOP!!...please...

So innocent and fragile....

'So desperate for affection..Thus so vulnerable....'

No...No..nooooo..

'He is the prettiest when he cries..'

Forth flopped down on the floor, clutching his head in pain. The whole world is going black..He squeezed his eyes shut..Screaming in pain. He felt his heartbeat getting faster each second..Felt like it's going to stop at any moment. Is he going to die? Now his whole body is trembling. In haze..He automatically pulled out his phone pressed emergency button; his fingers working on auto pilot.

Last thing he felt before losing consciousness is the coldness of the floor, against his cheek.........

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"Forth knows everything..."

"...eam"

"Beam!"

Beam blinked taking his eyes away from the anatomy book he was reading. His gaze landed on Kit, who had a questionable look on his face. "What?"