Musical Oneshots(Discontinued)

Au Revoir - Boyfs

Honestly I should make a book for every song on my playlist lol help me

Michaels P.O.V

Today has been a long day. I mean, it's been months since Jeremy has gotten his SQUIP taken away, just I still get nightmares about it. Today I had a panic attack during math because of thinking about it. It was actually terrible.

Once I get into my room, I grab my ukulele. I started playing my uke, James, (yes I do name my instruments)around a year ago. It helps me calm down with my anxiety and depression if I'm up to playing it. I really do love playing it, though.

Once I get into my bed with James, I start to strum it a little. I check if it's in tune, G C E A, and start to play a song. More specifically, Au Revoir by The Front Bottoms. I love this band(same), a lot actually(you should check them out. They're really good. This song is really good as well so you should check it out!). Lots of people think 'Au Revoir' means goodbye, but it actually means 'Until we meet again'. I like this song a lot because I can relate to it. I don't know how, just I feel like I can relate. Maybe because Jeremy left me and we became friends again? Who knows.

"You know what I think's really sad?" I start to sing. I don't think my singing voice is too good, but I think it's good enough.

"I know how really sad you are. I'm probably gonna leave real soon," I was so caught up in my music I didn't hear Jeremy come into my house.

"Just wanted to let you know before I say au revoir, au revoir," Jeremy starts taking his shoes off and setting his stuff down.

"I bet you don't even know what that means. Au revoir, au revoir. I bet you don't even know what that means," Jeremy starts walking up the stairs. This song isn't as sad as some other songs I play, I just like the tune.

"She says, It's French. I know what it means. You don't have to be so mean. If you wanna leave, why don't you go?" Jeremy is getting closer and closer to my room. I keep playing my music, hence the fact I can not hear him through it.

"Right before she walks away, I'm pretty sure I hear her say 'Adios, adios'. I bet you think I don't know what that means," Jeremy steps into my room and watches me play. My eyes are closed so I can't see him.

"Adios, adios. I bet you think I don't know what that means," I finally open my eyes and see Jeremy. I let out a high pitched squeak as I drop my ukulele on the bed.

"J-Jeremy? How much d-did you hear?" I ask, stuttering. For some reason, he starts crying. I don't exactly know why, he just does.

"W-why are you saying 'Au Revoir'? A-are you going to, like, k-kill- o-off yourself? Please d-don't. Also sorry this is k-kinda weird b-but I liked you s-singing.....sorry," Jeremy starts breaking down.

"No! Jeremy, no. It's just a song I like. It's called Au Revoir. I'm sorry that you thought that. I promise I won't, okay?" I ask him. He shakes his head like he understands.

I decide to take a big move and kiss his forehead. I pull back and he looks me in the eyes.

Suddenly, our lips are together and it feels like a million fireworks are going off.
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Word count - 611
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