Sam
It had been a year since Ellie commuted suicide.
I was the one who found her, she was standing right in front of me when she pulled the trigger.
Things have never been the same since she died.
Jack has gone off to live a normal life, or at least try his best to. I know how much he loved her. He still visits sometimes.
Cass barely shows his face around here anymore, I think being in the bunker is too hard for everyone these days.
She used to bring so much life to the place, but now all that's left is the empty void of where she should be.
Dean and I have been overloading ourselves with hunting.
He pretends he's okay but I know hard it must be for him, she was his daughter. She still is his daughter, but now she's gone to somewhere that she's happier.
That's what I tell myself, and that's what he tells himself too.
She's happier this way.
As I was saying, Dean pretends he's okay, he never wants to talk to her, he tries to act like he doesn't even remember her, like those two years that she was around meant nothing to him, as if he can't remember them. But sometimes, when he thinks I'm not looking, I catch him staring at a picture of her, crying.
I know he misses her, we all do.
And as for me, well, I always thought if people who committed suicide as weak and selfish, but now, I understand why people would want to kill them selves.
This world was a cruel place, and I finally understand why people would want to leave it.
I know I did anyway.
But I have to stay strong, not for myself, but for Dean.
Authors note💕
Hey guys :)
Have to admit I did shed a few tears as o finished off this book, pretty sad innit.
Oh well.
What kinda book do you want next? Here are the options.
- Badboy
Or
- The outsiders
Lemme know k?
Thanks for reading my book btw

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