Lucky I'm in love with my best friend.

Chapter 3

Harry turned on the radio and a familiar song came up. 

"I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I wil

For you I will"

This song describes how I feel right now. Creepy, isn't it?

I do want to tell Harry how I really feel about him, but there's the consequences I have to face if I do. Does he feel the same way? What will happen between us if I do tell him? Are things going to work out great or will it become awkward for us? These are the things that I fear the most. I don't want to lose Harry. Not now, not ever. 

"Stop thinking too hard."

I was pulled out of my thoughts and I looked at Harry.

He was focused on the road and he had a smirk on his lips.

"You do know that you bite your lower lip a lot when you think too hard."

I do? I didn't even know that.

"There you go again!"

I playfully slapped his arm and he chuckled.

"Shut it, Styles." 

Harry stopped in front of the very familiar house. Or mansion.

I saw Louis, Zayn, Niall and Liam running to the car.

Louis opened the door and pulled me out.

He hugged me so tight and spun me around. His body was wet. All of their bodies were. I guess they're swimming.

"Boo, you're gonna kill me here.

" "Put her down, Lou," Liam scolded him.

Louis pouted and put me down.

"You're no fun, Payne."

I hugged the other boys and proceeded to their backyard. 

All of them were swimming and I was just sitting down near the pool. I didn't have any extra clothes, so I couldn't swim.

Someone was standing behind me and sat down next to me.

"Hi Kim."

I turned around and I saw Zayn.

"Hey Zayn."

"So, how are things between you and Haz?"

Zayn is the only person who knew my true feelings about Harry. He's only person that gives great advices and helps me with my 'Harry problem'.  

"Um, I still haven't told him..."

Zayn chuckles and sits in front of me.

"It's obvious that you still haven't. Do you plan on telling him?"

I looked at the ground for a few seconds and looked back at Zayn.

"I want to tell him, but I'm scared of what will happen between us."

Zayn understood me so well. Actually, Harry and Zayn were the only two people who know me so well. I think they know me more than I know myself.

"Kim, life's all about taking chances. Do whatever makes you happy. Because, YOLO."

Zayn is a deep person, if you haven't noticed yet. But, except for the part when he said 'YOLO.'

"Please don't say YOLO. That's too overrated." 

Suddenly, Zayn gets pulled into the pool.

I see the green-eyed boy coming up from underwater followed by Zayn.

Zayn splashes water on Harry and Harry just laughs at him.

"You ruined my hair!"

Typical Zayn.

"Guys, I'm just going to watch some TV."

I stood up and walked into the living room. I sat on the couch and turned on the TV. There was a boring infomercial on the screen. I was feeling a bit drowsy and I fell asleep in an instant.

Song used in this chapter: For You I Will (Confidence) - Teddy Geiger