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He Finds Out You Cut : Ashley

*trigger warning*

Ashley was out at another party and you didn't feel like going, so you stayed at home on your laptop. You were looking through twitter, trying to ignore all of the hate but it was no use. After seeing thousands of you're ugly, you're fat, you don't deserve Ashley, and a few go kill yourself bitch, you were done. Memories flooded through your brain, braking the gate you had closed for so long.

You 'knew' Ashley wouldn't be home for a while so you got out your materials.

First you cut deeply around 20 times and started to get the rope ready, standing in the chair that you were going to jump off of. As you tied the rope around your neck, you heard the front door open and a, "Y/N!!!!!! I'm home!!!!!"

When he didn't get an answer, he got curious. He screamed, "WHERE ARE YOU????" As he searched the house.

They always say 'curiosity killed they cat' but in this situation it was 'curiosity saved the girlfriend.'

When Ashley walked in, you were already hanging. He ran over and took you out if the rope and in his arms. He went to the hospital as fast as he could, before it was too late. He called all of the boys on the way and they said that they would be there as quick as they could.

When he got into the hospital the nurse said, "What's your situation?"

Ashley answered quickly saying, "My girlfriend tried to hang herself and she cut deeply on her arms."

"Ok sign these papers here." The nurse said with no sympathy at all.

"MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND IS DYING!!! GET HER A DOCTOR!" He said, enraged with the poor lady that was now terrified.

"Yes, sir."

Other nurses came over and took you away from him.

"Can I come?" He asked, hope lacing his voice.

"I'm sorry but you cannot, you can fill out these papers as you wait, though." She replayed handing him some papers.

He groaned and sat down on the chair, filling out the answers quickly.

The boys came rushing in minutes later, "Is she okay?!?" Andy asked, looking around frantically.

"They took her away from me, I don't know." Ashley said in a monotone voice, looking straight ahead at nothing but the general area they took his love.

"Well did she have a pulse?" CC asked looking at Ashley.

"The last time I saw her, yes." Ashley said not moving at all.

"You ok, man?" Jake asked sitting next to Ashley, patting him on the back.

"I waiting to see if my girlfriend is going to die! Do I seem ok?!?" He snapped, looking at Jake for a brief moment before looking at the ground. "Sorry." He mumbled.

"It's my fault." Jake said, standing.

"Where are you going?" Ashley said, thinking he was going to leave just because he accidentally snapped at him. "Please don't leave." He added, his voice cracking, tears brimming his eyes.

"I'm just going to the bathroom." Jake said slowly. "I would never leave you at a time like this."

"Oh ok." Ashley said, picking at the cloth coming off of his jeans as a few tears slipped down.

"Sorry to ask this but, how long has she been cutting?" Jinxx asked, stealing Jakes seat as he left.

"I don't know." Ashley muttered, barely audible.

"Wait...you didn't know she did it?"

"Nope." He responded, sinking in his seat.

"Oh."

~3 hours later of doing nothing~

"Ashley Purdy?" A nurse said. walking out of a room.

"Yes?" Ashley responded looking up.

"Y/N is requesting you." She said, smiling and gesturing to a room.

He ran out of his seat and into the room saying, "Y/N!"

"Hi, Ashley." You said softly. "Why am I here?"

"Oh, umm you don't remember?" Ashley said, looking uncomfortable.

"No, no." You said, looking at him in the eyes. "I remember, that's why I'm asking why I'm here and not in Hell."

"Because I need you." Ashley said, snuggling into you.

"I love you." You whispered so soft that he almost didn't here, ALMOST.

"I love you too." He smiled, kissing you lightly on the lips. "Why did you do it?"

"I'm sorry." You answered, not wanting to explain it.

"Don't be sorry, I'm sure it's not your fault." He smiled lightly, sitting up. "If you ever want to talk, I'm here, I always will be."

"Thanks." You said smiling fully now.

Right before you were about to kiss, 4 guys ran into the room with huge smiles in their faces.

"Y/N!" They all screamed in unison.

"Hey guys." You said, averting your eyes to them.

"How are you feeling?" Andy asked sitting next to you.

"Numb." You said, forcing a smile.

"Well at least you don't feel pain!" He said smiling down at you.

"True."

"How about we go home and eat dinner?" Jinxx said, smiling wide.

"Let me ask the nurse." You said looking down. "NURSE!" You screamed.

She came running in, "Yes?"

"Can I go home."

"Ummm, sure. But you can't cut." She said, looking at you knowingly.

"I don't think I need to." You say while ruffling Ashley's hair.

"Ok then your free to leave whenever you want."

"Yay!" You all shouted.

"After this paperwork." She said handing you 2 sheets of paper, DOUBLE SIDED!!!!!

You all groaned.

You filled out all of the sheets and gave them to the nurse. Ashley carried you to the car, since you lost a lot of blood and weren't strong enough.

That night was full of food, movies, music, cuddles, and make out sessions. ;)