Take Me to Church (Valan)

Chapter 12

Vic's POV

Alan sat on top of me and gave me a pouty look as I tried to take a nap. "Leave me alone," I whined.

"No, I'm bored and I need to get out of this house before I go insane."

"You're already insane," I said, Alan took my hands, pinning them over my head and glared at me. I smiled, looking into his beautiful eyes.

"I am not," he murmured.

"Just a little bit," I said.

"Am not."

"You are but it's okay."

"Whatever. I have to do something, I've been stuck in this house forever," He said leaning down.

"I thought you didn't feel comfortable leaving."

"Well if you're with me if should be fine, right? You'll protect me."

"I'll always protect you," I said, smiling at him.

"Exactly," He said before he kissed me.

"What do you want to do?" I asked against his lips.

"I don't know."

"What about this?" I asked, rolling us around so that I was on top of my boyfriend, my knees on either side of him. Alan stared at me wide eyed and I smiled down at him before I pressed my lips to his softly, biting his bottom lip lightly. His hands pressed against my chest and pushed his tongue into my mouth carefully, almost like he was scared to at first. I smiled against his lips for just a moment and wove my fingers into his hair, tugging at it lightly. God, I loved kissing him more than anything.

Alan pulled away moments later, "What are you doing?"

"Making out with my boyfriend?"

"You're gonna get me all flustered."

"Is that bad?" I asked innocently.

"Yeah because we can't do anything."

"I said I won't do anything, I never said I wouldn't do anything for you though," I said after thinking for a moment.

He shook his head, "No, uh no."

"Why not?" I asked, cocking my head to the side.

"I don't- It's not fair to you. I'll wait."

"Ash, it's fine, I don't mind," I said, did he not want me to do something like that for him?

"It's fine, I'll wait."

"Do you not want me to?" I asked, frowning.

"I mean I do, but I don't wanna force you and stuff."

"You're not forcing me to do anything," I told him.

"Look, Vee," He said, "I just- I don't want to."

"Okay," I mumbled, getting off of him.

"Vince," He said softly.

"What," I said, burying my face in the pillows, completely and totally embarrassed.

"Don't be like this. I appreciate that you wanted to and everything, but I wanna with you. I like you a lot and I don't want to jump into anything sexual like that with you. I want it to be different."

"I understand."

"So we'll wait, together," He said quietly, "Please? I really like you and I don't wanna ruin this."

I looked at him and gave Alan a small smile. "Fine, we'll wait together."

"Good. That was my initial plan in life, to wait."