Take Me to Church (Valan)

Chapter 17

Alan's POV

"Can you tell me what you and my dad were talking about, please?" I asked Vic as we sat in his office together. Wendy was at home sick and church was all done for the day. Vic was still here to finish up some last minute fundraising stuff for something and I was just here to hang out.

"No Ash," Vic said focusing on his paperwork.

"Vee, come on. I deserve to know. He's my dad."

"The dad that told me not to tell anyone," he hummed.

"I'm not just anyone."

"I know Babe, but it's really not my place to tell you."

"I'm his son. I should know," I claimed.

"Ash, not to be a jerk but he disowned you," he said.

I frowned, "I know that, I know."

"I'm sorry," he said. "As much as I would love to tell you, I really can't."

"No, it's fine," I said before I got up, "I'm gonna run to the bathroom okay?"

"Alright, I love you," he said, giving me a small smile.

"I love you, too," I told him before I headed to the bathroom. It was weird being here without all the people. I was slowly getting used to it, but that didn't mean I had to like it. It was almost too quiet and it was kind of creepy too. Churches were just weird and creepy in general. I didn't love the atmosphere here, but I'd have to learn to overcome the creepiness of it.

I got to the bathroom and did my business. I had a bad feeling right now, like something felt off and wrong. Something was just telling me that something bad was going to happen. I looked around the bathroom for a moment feeling like someone was watching me before I went to leave.

I put my hand on the door before I felt someone grab me and push me against the sink.

"I told you that I'd see you soon," Jack whispered lowly in my ear.

My eyes went wide and I went to scream but he shoved something into my mouth without warning and I felt like I couldn't breathe. My heart raced in my chest as I tried to push him away from me.

"I missed you Alan or Ash as he calls you," He said looking me up and down, "You got fat."

I glared and shook my head at him. Vc told me that I was perfect, I didn't need to listen to him. Jack pressed soft kisses down my neck as he undid my pants then his.

I let out a cry and tried to push him off me. "No," I cried but it was muffled.

"Shut up. I told you, you're mine."

I shook my head, "No!" I shouted as he forced himself into me. Tears streamed down my face as he went at me, doing what he wanted. I couldn't get away. I was weak and limp and so, so scared.

"You're mine," he whispered as he finished and pulled out of me. "I love You Alan. You know that."

I cried as he let me drop to the floor in pain and tears.

Jack just gave me a sick smile before he left the bathroom, promising to keep in touch. I had to get rid of him. He didn't love me. Not at all.

Someone started knocking on the door. "Ash are you okay in here?" Vic asked.

I let out a cry before I did my best to pull my pants up.

"Alan I'm coming in."

I knew Vic and I trusted him and I needed him right now. The door opened and Vic walked in quickly.