Chapter two

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We've been driving for six hours straight. I never thought six hours could drag out this long or that sitting in a cramped, cold car could be so exhausting. this car ride has been filled with numerous cries from my sister, snappy comments from my mom and of course memories flashing into my mind.
I still can't comprehend why my mom is so snappy lately. She left my ungrateful piece of shit father. Shouldn't she be thrilled to pieces? Who knows if shes going to go back to him because in the last seventeen years my mom has attempted to leave eleven times. This is the only times she's actually gone through with it or at least gotten this far without turning around. I guess we will just have to play the waiting game. All i know is that if one day she wakes up magically wants to move back with him, im not going and neither is Ella. Ella doesn't need to re-live my life.

I slowly feel my eyelids getting lighter and lighter while someone shakes my shoulder aggressively.
" c'mon jenna! We're here. Hurry
up !" My mom snaps at me coldly.
I extend my legs out in front of me and my arms up in the air, stretching.
" Grab your sister." My mom says while placing the drivers shaft into park.
I roll my eyes in disgust.
" Can't you get her?" I snap back.
" Yes I can. But do I feel like it? The answer is No." She says while stepping out of the car.
I push on the door Handel but the door won't open. I apply pressure on the handle and force the car door open casing the door handle to almost snap. Its bound to happen soon though. I don't understand how this piece of shit car drove us six hours. I step out of the car and the humidity hits me. I tighten my flannel around my waist,and without looking where I am I go straight to the back seat to grab Ella. It's not like I care where I am anyways. No where is gonna make me happy so I might as well roll with the punch.
" Jenna! I'll meet you inside! They're waiting for us."
" whatever." I say coldly.
Oh god. Can't wait to see who my mom is making us stay with.
I swing open the door and climb into the back seat to unbuckle Ella.
" Come here sweetie."
I tug on the buckle and after struggling for a few seconds I finally get it. God, this car is a piece of shit. This car should of been hauled to the dump years and years ago.

I lift Ella up and climb out of the car.
I sling her lazily on my waist.
I slam the door shut and walk over to the rusty trunk to gets Ella's diaper bag out. I dig through the trunk filled with our shit. I finally find it and I sling the bag over my shoulder. I grasp my hand on the trunk and slam it shut. It keeps popping back up.
" fuck."
I try slamming it again and again but it doesn't work. Whatever, it's shit anyways. So I just give up. Wow. I give up very easily..
I look over to Ella who is on my waist. I tilt my head to the side and start wondering about Ella's life. Questions come sliding though my mind. I really hope Ella has a good life. She really only has me and my mom. Well, really only be because my mother only spends, uhm I don't ten minutes with her a day. What am I saying? The days my mom spends ten minutes with her is on my moms good days., also known as never. I always tell Ella about how much I love her. The last time someone told me they loved me was four years ago. I have a great family, huh?

I rub my hand through her blonde, silky hair. I stare at her at and admire her cute little smile that's plastered on her face. She's a little innocent girl and her life sucks. She young though. She can turn her life around. But me, gosh no. I'm stuck like this. I'm always gonna be this depressed girl that everyone hates and Pushes everyone away who cares.
My gaze is stuck on Ella.
" i hope you make better memories here then I did. fourteen years of my life spent here. wasn't bad at first. I thought I was gonna have a good life. I guess I jinxed it though because then it turned to shit. got worse and worse as the years went by. Promise me one thing, Ella. Don't turn out to be like me. Don't push people away when they're the only ones that care. Don't make mistakes like I did. But most of all. Promise me this one little thing. Don't ever forget me. You've helped me stop my bad habits because your like my main priority because heaven forbids mom will take care of you. If I push you away, I'll have no one Ella. And if you push me away, Im really not sure who's gonna take care of you. I love you sweetie." I say while planting a gentle kiss her on the top of her head.
She nudges her head into the crook of my shoulder. She drags her hands up my chest and wraps them around my neck. I adjust her so she's higher up on my chest.
I rub small circles her back and sway back and forth.
" don't turn into me." I whisper into her little ear.

I am leaning my back up against the boiling hot car.
I hear leaves crunching behind me. I just ignore it because i know it's probably just an animal.
The sound of crunching leaves become louder and louder each second. Then it stops.
" you haven't changed."
I gaze admittedly shoots up.
I turn around slowly . My eyes search around, then all of the sudden mg gaze meets a pair of sparkling hazels eyes. When I turned around I never though I'd see the person I never thought I'd see ever again.

sammy

I stare at him with a blank expression planted on my face.
My heart starts racing while more and more memories flow back.
I keep opening my mouth slightly to say something put I can't. I just can't.
He places his hands in the front pockets of his khakis and giggles.
" you haven't changed, jenna."
" nope." I say while popping the 'p'
He just blankly stares at me.
Memories are filling my head every second. I turn my body every so slightly.
" what the fuck." I say aloud. My eyes search every inch of the light blue house that is standing in front of me.

I'm back here?
How could my mom do this?

She knows that I hate it here. I mean I used to love it four years ago but there's to many memories. And I mean too many memories.

" well. Welcome home." Sammy says in a cocky voice lifting his arms up gesturing to the house.
I turn to face him.
I send him a glare and scoff and him.
I start walking off.
Then I stop.
" im staying here?" I ask quietly without turning around.
i hear Sammy giggle in the background.

Ugh.

" this should be fun." I scoff and walk off.
" wait wait wait." He says while jumping in front of me.
" who's this?" He says gesturing to Ella.
" why would you want to know?"
" I don't know maybe because you're going to be living here for a while and so will she. Is she like your daughter of something? I couldn't help but doubt it being the slut you are." He says while clapping his hands quietly together.
My eyes brows arch up. Yup. There are those practical jokes.
" she's my fucking sister, retard. And no I won't be staying here for long if you keep acting like an asshole. Well Ella. Meet this prick also known as Sammy. " I scoff
" aw. My poor baby girl can't handle a little joke" he says while grabbing my bottom lip. I slap his hand away and glare at him.
" you're an ass. Did you know that." I mutter.
" don't have to tell me twice." He giggles.

Sammy always said " awe my poor baby" either when we was being a little pouty baby or when I really needed him. He was the only one that cared. And I thought he would always be the only that cared but like always, I pushed him away because something else in my life was going on. Two days later i got into a car with my mom and drove off telling no one where we were going. If I just stayed and let Sammy help me, I would've of turned out like this. But you know me, I push everyone away.

I walk away from Sammy and jump up a bit so Ella is sitting higher up on my hip. I walk up four steep stairs and grab a hold of door handle. I push open the door, when all of a sudden I see his parents talking to my mom.

fuck

his parents were like my parents four years ago. They cared about me they told me they loved me.

I don't want to be here. Actually no. all I want it to live a normal teenage life. But I can't. There too many memories. i can't stay here and I won't stay here..
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