We're are hanging out...literally on a hammock by the beach and the evening is turning into a pleasant night. The sea breeze is a prefect balance of balmy and cool.... just enough to snuggle with a blanket.After gazing at the stars, she had just narrated that melancholic story of Artemis and Orion. Oh, such sadness.... why oh why? I wondered. All I want to do is pluck away that sadness and throw it into the far reaches of the ocean....never to be found again!
She's drifting into sleep.... cute, warm, tender and trusting, getting cozy, nuzzling into my chest... and getting comfortable on me. I can hardly breathe..... afraid that I may wake her up and she'll leave!
Wow...when did I become this guy? Am I romantic? Romance and me were poles apart before I met this girl. Now, all I want to do is touch her, hold her, play with her hair, kiss her and do other umm..... things to her! Teasing her is the most fun I've had with my clothes on.... its such a turn-on and hilarious when she reacts, retracts or retorts.
The last two days have been heavenly....a perfect cosmic setup! We're immersed in nature... camping in the woods, the sea is nearby, eating barbecued food, star gazing and in each other's company! Were there others? I hardly noticed!
She told me that she hadn't found her Albatross yet, I had broken up with Polen for good, she was free, I was free......and we nearly kissed on the beach, so it can only get better from here!But.... what am I thinking? Get better to what end? Who am I now? Am I domesticated to have a girl friend and settle down ? Is she the wind in my sails or the anchor on the dock?
My style has been fuck and duck & I'm pretty sure she's a wed and bed...so there's that! I brood and she's bubbly, I'm introvert-adjacent and she's loud-adjacent and my family values are definitely not the same as hers. We're so different in every way possible... true opposites. But we're also very similar.... brave, stubborn and know ourselves!
Since we've been camping, she's been wearing the same clothes for the last two days..... and yet she's more powerfully fragrant than ever before....the essence of her is all consuming of me! What if it's all physiological ? Yes, I'm fascinated, intrigued beyond compare, my body, mind and spirit come alive when I'm near her.....but is that me?
My train of thoughts are interrupted by Sanem who nuzzles even closer to me..... "Caan" she says crisp and clear, in her sleep... and her face forms an effervescent and angelic smile!
OH.MY.LOVE!!!
Body, mind, spirit....soul, it's all hers now, whatever she needs me to be... I'll be!
Author's Note: The hammock is one of THE most special scenes I've ever watched, anywhere! It's short & sweet..... and the turning point in their story. I've lived through a similar experience with DH... and so it is been a pleasure writing this part. Once again, based on Can's inner thoughts and his journey towards love!Hope you enjoy! Pls provide feedback & comments! Thx!!
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