Erkenci Kuş is a rom-com-drama from Turkey. It surely packs a punch with the main leads & supporting cast, music & literature references, eccentric characters & great plot lines!
Turkey is where east meets west and there's that appeal & something fo...
Author's Note: I see Can Divit (or is Yaman?!) cry and I totally, completely and utterly loose it!!
Inspired by the soulful words of Edward Fairfax-Rochester from "Jane Eyre" : "I have a strange feeling with regard to you. As if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly knotted to a similar string in you. And if you were to leave I'm afraid that cord of communion would snap. And I have a notion that I'd take to bleeding inwardly."
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I've woken up holding her in my arms in the island and that was the most joyous and harmonious night I've had with a woman! Her, lying in my arms, wrapped in me, innocently, trusting and surrendering to me, rouses my heart and set alight my spirit and soul!
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My mind on the other hand is playing catchup and I'm not sure if I'm fully able to understand the overwhelming need, feelings and ache I have for Sanem. What is this? This is not me, is it? From reading the book and getting some glimpses from our moments together, I can gather that it was me... with her! But is it me now?
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I need to clear my mind and the best thing I can think of is to plan a mountain climbing trip. One phone call to Ayce and the climbers have assembled rather quickly. We're making plans to climb K2 and discussing the logistics when Sanem makes an appearance with Çay.
WAIT.A.MINUTE.... why is she disappointed? Is she mad at me? I try telling her that we'd be making the trip together! Of course, she's an integral part of my plans and I won't be going anywhere without her!
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She actually pushed me away when I tried to hold her.... kiss her and walked away so indignant! I'm at a loss of words and feeling powerless to stop her! What am I to do in this situation? I'm going to give her some space and hope we can talk in detail in the morning.
I'm tossing and turning in bed... and her face, her expressions, her everything keeps flashing in my minds-eye! I close my eyes.... and the flashes get worse, or is it better, like a movie. One thing is for sure, this girl is weaved into my psyche in only a few days! She's affecting my feelings, my peace and most important of all, my sense of freedom! For the first time ever, I don't want to be free like the Albatross.... even if I do, I want a partner... and I want it to be her!
