"Leave, Now.... before I break your heart!" .... I tell her after she's just told me she can't live without me!..
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And she hears me and grants me my wish.... "I'm leaving... you don't have to see my face again!"
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What just happened? Sanem lied to me about being engaged, came to my house to steal a file.... and Emre tells me she sold me out for 40k? Really, my Sanem?!
I am blindsided, humiliated, devastated, angry as hell, going ape-shit crazy and losing self-control.... she lied and toyed with me the WHOLE time we were together! I feel like I'm drowning in the ocean, treading choppy waters, with no life raft and no rescue in sight!
THIS explains why she was running away..... there were warnings all over with yellow and red flags.... and I ignored them all!
Forget her, I'm MAD at myself.... for putting myself out there, trusting someone, making myself vulnerable and being made an idiot of.....! Worst of all, she took my heart in her hands and cavorted with it... but I did give it away willingly!
This is not real.... it can't be her, can it? But she didn't deny it.... and owned up to all of it!
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Can Divit : "Erkenci Kus"/Early Bird
FanfictionErkenci Kuş is a rom-com-drama from Turkey. It surely packs a punch with the main leads & supporting cast, music & literature references, eccentric characters & great plot lines! Turkey is where east meets west and there's that appeal & something fo...