Erkenci Kuş is a rom-com-drama from Turkey. It surely packs a punch with the main leads & supporting cast, music & literature references, eccentric characters & great plot lines!
Turkey is where east meets west and there's that appeal & something fo...
Author's Note: Contains psychological themes and triggers.
#breakthestigma #MayMentalHealthMonth
Please read previous 2 stories ::
- "Life like Dominoes: Part 1" & "Raging Tempest : Part 2"
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Hour 1
Tonight, Can and I had one of the worst confrontations we've ever had, actually the worst one I've had with anyone that I love and that loves me!
When Can gets angry and aggressive, there's a Mr. Hyde, Kötü Kral, personality that pops up and I absolutely have no idea what to do with him! Why is he so angry? He was so angry that he shoved Yigit almost within an inch of his life... that was terribly careless and awfully shocking!
I can'tbelieve that he actually burnt my dairy, the one that journals our love story, all my mistakes, my betrayal of his trust, gaining back his love and trust, our times in the kitchen, the endearing and unforgettable times at the mountain hut, being in bed with him, the willing sacrifices I made for him and would make them over and over again, and how I fell, hard, fast and deep for him!
How could he? He can't, can he? But then again, he didn't know anything from it.... when he had all night and he didn't actually read it! My heart and soul were put in words in those precious few pages and it was an artifact of everything that I wanted to share with him, tell him, have him listen to me.... and if he did, he'd wouldn't have an iota of a reason to feel jealous, feel distant, distrust me or even doubt my irrevocable, soulful and undying love for him!
All that being said, did he actually say that he was leaving? He said twice that he didn't do it and uttered "Hoşça Kal" as he left the hospital! Did he really mean it? Could he really leave me? He's said that before and I've found him at the mountain cabin. He'd be moping like a wounded lion and we will fight our little hearts out to get back to each other..... we don't have a choice now, do we? At least I don't and I'm fairly certain that he doesn't either!
I've never met anyone like him before and he's my absolute and unconditional love, and no matter how much we fight or argue or shatter, we'll be in each other's corner, have each other's back and belong to each other, only each other, forever!
I'm grounded and levitate, feel calm and excited in the same moment, experience tenderness and fieriness, laugh while crying and crying with laughter.... all with him and he simply makes me feel ethereal, effervescent and incandescent with happiness, peace and joy!
I'm unsettled tonight but I'm going to sleep, restlessly I'm sure and we'll deal with all of it in the morning!!
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Hour 10
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