Can Divit, "Life like Dominoes: Part 1"

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Author's Note:  I hope to do justice or injustice to Can Divit! 

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I don't know if its been hours, days, months or years....  since I left Istanbul.... and her. Sunshine,  dark clouds, moonlight  have all come and gone and I float aimlessly into the endless horizon!  


My mind replays the last 3 days we spent together, it's gut-wrenching and retrenches my soul over and over again and my spirit is now utterly, totally and irrevocably shattered. The rest of the world is filled with noise and my reality being a deep abyss, all I keep hearing  is her voice and her words, over over and over again! 

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"Caan wants to leave".... that's what she heard at the photo shoot.  She missed the part where I told her I wanted to leave with her.  Huma didn't matter to me in the same way that her parents matter to her. So I get that she's attached to her parents and they're probably missing Leyla. But I still don't get what that means for us!   I love her, more than anyone else in the world, and I tell her so to reassure her over and over and over again! If she'll let me, I would've told her every second of every minute of every day for the rest of my life! 

Then I dropped her off at home and I tell her the one thought, feeling and purpose uppermost in my heart, mind and soul, is that her being upset smashes me to smithereens. I'd do everything and anything in the world to see her smile... for me and with me! 

 for me and with me! 

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I've bared my soul to her, the only person in the universe that anchors me to reality, and I ask her to do one thing for me, forever! 

I ask her to hold my hands, in real life, and metaphorically never to let me go! I'm placated when she smiles and holds me lovingly!  That was a promise, I'll hold her to it, no matter what happens, ride and die together, now and forever! 

I ask her to hold my hands, in real life, and metaphorically never to let me go! I'm placated when she smiles and holds me lovingly!  That was a promise, I'll hold her to it, no matter what happens, ride and die together, now and forever! 

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