He's so Perfect

Chapter eighteen

Luke's POV

Well I really did it this time. I fucked up big time and I didn't know how to fix it.

I honestly don't have an explanation on why I brought the girl back. The guys would have told Kristi that I hooked up with someone else anyways since they care about her a lot.

But I really fucked up.

I did something so stupid when at the time, she could have been pregnant. How selfish was I?

She could have been carrying my child and I tried hooking up with another girl.

I needed her back. I loved her way too much to let her go at this point. I just needed her to forgive me.

I walked into the now empty hotel room and crawled into the bed.

I hated how empty it had become because she left. I was so used to sharing a bed with her.

Not even three weeks into the tour and I fucked everything up. I still had about two and a half months left on this tour too.

What am I going to do without her by my side. To sleep with me at night and give me kisses.

Someone I say I love you too and she would say it back because we both meant it, even though right now it seemed like I didn't.

But I do love her.

I love her so much that it hurts.

There was a knock at the door and I got out of the bed to open it.

As soon as I opened the door, a very angry Ashton appeared in the door and I moved to the side to let him in.

"How could you do that Luke?" He spat at me and I sighed. I sat at the end of the bed and put my head in my hands.

"You just lost, probably the love of your life because you did something so stupid Luke." He said and I couldn't help the tears that fell. He was completely right.

"After everything you told me Luke. How people should be faithful in relationships and you go behind Kristi's back and do something like this." He said and I shook my head. Not wanting to hear these words but I needed to hear them.

"Kristi is probably the best thing in your life and that's saying a lot. Because you love this band and your passion for music is so deep. How could you do this? To Kristi? The girl you have been in love with since middle school." He said and I sighed knowing he was right and his words were making me feel more and more guilty for what I did.

"Ashton. I know I fucked up. I don't know what to do." I said looking up slightly, but then putting my head back into my hands.

He sighed and sat next to me. I looked up at him and he sighed again as soon as he saw my face.

"I'll help you if you just answer one question for me." He said and I nodded my head.

At this point, I would do anything to have my baby girl back. I faced him, waiting for him to speak.

"Why? Why did you do this?" He asked and I dropped my head and shook it.

"Ashton. I don't know. I was drunk and I know that's not an excuse but I don't know. She just clinged to me and I didn't push her off. I should of but I didn't and I completely regret it." I said and he nodded. He understood.

"And do you swear that this is the only time this happened?" He asked and I nodded my head.

"You swear?" He said again and I looked him in the eyes.