He's so Perfect

Forty nine

Things are starting to get very hectic around here now. Like was going on tour in six months & it's honestly coming up quick.

It's definitely going to such while he's away for five months. He's just going to be missing a lot & I don't want him too.

I mean I hope I can go visit him a lot while he's away but I do have a baby & I can't just drop everything & go.

"Kristi?" Luke called & I snapped my head up & our eyes met.

"Yes Luke?" I said & he sighed.

"Are you okay?" He asked and I shook my head.

"Not really. I'm just thinking about a lot but I'll get over it." I said and he gave me a confused look before he made his way over to me.

I don't know why but I was starting to cry.

Luke engulfed me in a hug and started rubbing my back.

"Baby. What's wrong? Don't cry." He whispered in my ear. I laid my head on his chest as he continued to rub my back.

A little later, I pulled away and mumbled a sorry once I saw his shirt was soaked from my tears.

"What's wrong baby?" He asked as we sat on the bed. I sighed as he pulled me on top of his lap.

"I don't know. I'm just getting overwhelmed with the fact that you are leaving in six months. Like there is so much to do and I'm just going to miss you like crazy and I know Olivia is going to miss you. And we have to start wedding planning and I just." I said and I stopped and started to cry again.

"Baby. It's okay. Just take deep breaths." Luke said and I did just that. When I finally calmed down, he spoke up.

"I can cancel the tour." He said quietly and I looked at him wide eyed and shook my head furiously.

"Absolutely not. You are not doing that at all." I stated and he sighed.

"But Kris-" he started to say but I put my hand up to stop him.

"No but's Luke. You're going on that goddamn tour and that's the end of it." I said and he nodded.

"Okay, but I promise that when I go, we will talk all the time, it's not like we won't. I'll FaceTime so I can see you and my little Princess. I promise that we will get through those five months." He said and I nodded as a small smile made it's way to my lips.

"I love you Kristi." He said and I smiled as I leaned in and placed a kiss on his lips.

"I love you too Luke." I said and he smiled. I got off his lap and then went to the bathroom.

When I walked back out, Luke was shirtless and I was ready to pounce on him.

And that's exactly what I did.

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After our crazy fun, Olivia woke up and I went to feed her. Luke insisted that he would do it, but I just wanted to do it so that's what I went to do.

"Hey Princess!" I said as I looked over the crib and I saw a crying Olivia. Her facial expression changed as soon as she saw me and she grew a smile since she knew who I was.

"Hello there. Is someone hungry?" I said in a baby voice and she started to giggle, making me laugh a little too.

"You're so beautiful. I love you." I said as I brought her downstairs.

I made her a bottle and sat in the living room as I fed her. I sighed as I turned on the TV.

"Hey babe!" Luke said about ten minutes later as he walked down the stairs and into the kitchen.