He's so Perfect

Chapter twenty

Kristi's POV

I woke up with a smile on my face. Something I haven't done in awhile.

Today was the first day of me starting college. I was so excited to get back to school and just get my mind off of everything.

"Good morning sweetie." My mom said as I reached the bottom of the stairs.

"Good morning mom!" I said as I sat down at the kitchen table. She put a plate of pancakes in front of me and sat down next to me.

"So are you excited for your first day?" My mom asked and I nodded, shoving pancakes in my mouth.

"I'm excited to move on in my life and do something with my life." I said and my mom smiled.

"I'm so proud of you. You have been through so much and you definitely deserve everything that's coming to you." My mom said and I smiled to myself.

After my dad left, everything went downhill in my family. He didn't pay child support so we were basically poor.

But then my mom started a company herself and she busted her ass off. Now we live in a huge house and we live comfortably.

"Thanks mom." I said getting up from the kitchen table. I gave her a quick kiss and grabbed my keys.

I then got into my Range Rover and started making my way to the school.

The ride to school, I thought about everything. I thought about how I'm starting college and how my life changed so much.

I thought about Luke and I wonder how he was doing. I wondered if he even thought about me.

The girls say that he hasn't been himself lately, but who knows why. It couldn't be because of me because he did try to cheat on me.

The boys said that he regrets it, but I kind of don't believe it. Why would he cheat 'on accident' when I could have been pregnant.

"This all makes no sense." I mumbled to myself as I pulled into my schools parking lot.

I got out of my car and walked inside so I could start my first day of college.

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On my drive home, I felt like crying. During class today, it was kind of hard. I kept thinking about Luke and how I should be with him and not sitting in a classroom, listening to a boring teacher go on about stuff I had no idea what was about.

I pulled into my driveway and sighed. I turned off the engine and sat there in my seat.

Then the tears fell. I couldn't control them. I just missed Luke so much that it hurt.

It also hurts that he hasn't even tried to call me. It was so annoying and confusing and I just felt like giving up.

I'm trying my hardest to forget him and move on with my life, but I couldn't. As hard as I tried, I couldn't.

He's the one who makes me happy and I need him in my life.

There was a knock on my car window and I jumped. I looked over and saw my mom. She gave a small smile and I opened my door.

She helped me out of the car and pulled me into her arms. I cried even harder now.

"Sweetheart. What's wrong?" She asked and I tried to calm myself down to tell her what was wrong, but it was no use.

She walked me into the house and upstairs into my room. She told me she would be back up with dinner in a little while.

I then pulled myself together and stopped crying. I got out of my end and looked at myself in the mirror.