The Bulletproof Fan (Youth) Series III ONHOLD AGAIN

ARMY

Hello ARMY!

Today is December 14, 2018, 11:42 PM.
It's actually the last day of MAMA. Y'all know I always write letters for ARMY every last day of MAMA awards right? I would like to speak my heart out tonight.

It's been a tough year for ARMY and BTS. Oh right?! It's always been like that for years but we both all manage to survive. We manage to laughed and smile through the years even though we experience difficulties. Aside for being an ARMY we also have our own life outside just like BTS. Those boys who always put ARMYs happiness first before them.

I broke down in tears seeing those boys cry in front of ARMYs. It just shows they trust and love us so much that they will show their raw side. Those years of hard work, the patience, perseverance, sincerity, passion and love. ARMYs can see it to them that's why we love them so much.

Maybe not everything. Maybe we just saw a glimpse of their life. I never thought of them to have a straight path happiness. In real life those things never happen. We have ups and downs. In the middle of happiness after it will experience sadness and then happy again. It's like an endless circle. They are human. They have ups and downs too. Maybe we can't see it but please you have to know it. Know it from the start. We are like that too. I am like that too.

Even though I know that it's really is a tough year for the boys but when I heard it from them it broke my heart. Even ARMYs admit that it's indeed a rollercoaster ride this year. If ARMYs sometimes can't take it anymore how much it is for our boys. It's really tough emotionally. Even I. Aside from being an ARMY i've been struggling for the past few months and these boys are the only thing that I am pulling some strengths recently. And that goes for them too. RM said that they used ARMY to love themselves and I just realize recently that i've been using them too since i'm pulling some strengths and inspiration from them. And i'm learning to love myself slowly thanks to them.

About the disbandment topic. The fact that they think about it. It's indeed really tough for them. I didn't realize that we almost lost them. Those boys.
ARMYs please you don't have to worry or feel bad about it (I saw some of them in my Twitter) . The fact that after they talk about it they signed another 7 years of contract to be with us. This show that they are already sure about the path they are going. That maybe they found their happiness in here. Happiness with us. Happiness to be with each other and forever brothers. And I who is an ARMY or being a friend the least that I could do is to continue to support, love and respect them.

For the next following years my only wish for them is their happiness, health, support and respect. Yes we can't promise to each other to only have a happy path but let's manage to cheer up with each others side. The boys who will work hard for the next few years and us ARMYs let's work harder with them.

Those boys. I never regretted supporting them. My years of being an ARMY is so beautiful and worth it. It maybe tough but love and happiness are always with us because of them. I just wanted to say that I will support the boys forever. The time that everyone will have each others own life and us too. We know those years will be cherished forever. They become a beautiful memories sprinkled and scattered to us. I've been lucky enough to be born in this era and see them thru the years. Thank you BTS.

Thank you so much for reading. Thank you for supporting our boys. Thank you so much for being with them even in the tough times. Thank you very much. In 2019 no. FOREVER let's walk with each other side by side with them.